What It's Like To Be Josh G.

.The Little Things.

HEY SORRY for not uPloAdiNg. BUT here's a new chapter so eNjOy! Now like I've told you before I'm a socially awkward guy, I'm shy. So basically I notice every small thing, sometimes I take small things offensive. Sometimes I encourage myself to step out of my comfort zone but sometimes that doesn't always work out, If someone says my name I'm already embarrassed (weird right) Even if someone is joking I take it as an insult. This makes me feel like I'm not good enough, for some reason I want to meet EVERYONE'S expectations no matter what they are I always try my best to meet them. But most of the time I just only talk to my friends whenever random people I don't know come to talk to me I get all weird and scared, so I always make small talk. But I wish I wasn't like this but I feel like if I'm not quite or keep to myself someone will say something and I'm scared of being talked about which is why I don't talk to anyone. But those times I do step out of my comfort zone I feel pretty good tbh, it feels great just to be me and not quiet 24/7. I have a story, I just switched to a new school and I walked into class and I was so freaking nervous. But then I met this girl and dude they helped me around a bit and then at lunch I saw they were sitting with their friends so you know me being me that was obviously not a choice to sit there. So I saw some kids that seemed pretty chill so I went over to them and I asked if I could sit with them and they said sure, That was the day I met one of my bestfriends, I was super proud of myself. So if you read this and you're shy and have social anxiety, I encourage you to be you and step out of your comfort zone, I promise it feels great.
Right So that's all folks (;;;;