Always and Forever

Kat P.O.V
I sat on the bathroom floor crying my eyes out wanting all the hurt too go away but it didn't I couldn't take it anymore, "I wanna die...." I thought to myself so I got up and took a razor blade and sat back down. I shared at the razor blade for a minute before I picked it up and began to cut my self deep on both arms, on my right arm I wrote "I want to." and on the left I wrote "be perfect." I heard foot steps coming in the bedroom I didn't know who it was at first but than when he walked to me I knew him it was my boyfriends best friend Luke.
"Oh dang" he said as he tried to stop the bleeding " Michael! Calum! come here now and call 911! Hurry!" he said as everything began to become blurred
"what? Oh crap!" Michael said as call 911 "Hey my best friends girlfriend cut herself and there is a lot of blood my other best friend is trying to stop the bleeding but I don't know how much longer he can."
"Tell Ashton I'm sorry......" I manage to say as I closed my eyes
"No! Stay with me Kat! Please stay for Ashton he needs you." Luke said as he tied towels around my arms "Calum call Ashton tell him to get here now and don't tell him what has happens just say get here and to hurry"

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Ashton P.O.V
I didn't know why Calum wanted me to come home in a hurry I mean I can only drive as fast as I can, I look at the time than when I looked up ambulance past and I thought "why is it driving this way." then it hit me. The reason why Calum wanted me home was someone is hurt and my first thought of who is "Kat."
I pulled into the drive way as the ambulance was sitting there, got out of the car as they was rolling stretcher out of the house and the person on it was my girlfriend Kat I run to Luke who was whipping blood off his hands.
"What happened?" I asked as me and Luke got into the car
"I don't know really, all I do know is I walked in to see if she was okay cause she came home from school crying and I go up there and she was lying on the bathroom with her arms cut and on her right its said "I want to" and on the left it said "be perfect" I tried to stop the bleeding I don't know if I did any good." he said as we followed the ambulance.
"Oh I should have been there I could have done something, I wasn't there when she needed me, but no I was hanging out with Harry, Louis, and Liam, I shouldn't have gone." I said as pulled into the hospital parking lot.
"Its not your fault." Luke said as we ran to the EMTS as they pulled the stretcher out off the back of the ambulance.
We follow them until we couldn't go anymore a nurse come up to us.
"Okay who are y'all to her?" She asked as she walked us over to her desk and started typing
"Im her Boyfriend." I said
"And we are her friends." Luke said pointing at him Calum and Michael
"Okay thanks you just take a sit and hope she okay." She said getting up

We sat in the waiting room for what seems like five hours but i don't know how long it was. The doctor came up to us with his clipboard.
"How is she is she okay please tell me." I said standing up
"She fine but she lost a lot of blood, if i had to say how much i will say probably 56% almost all of it but she will be find." He said
"Thank you." I said shaking hand
"No problem." He said walking away
We walk to her room she was sound asleep, i walked to her side and kissed her head. I looked at her arms and i saw what it said and began to tear up.
"You are perfect, perfect to me." I said as a tear fell down my face
"Ashton......" She said weakly as she grip my hand tightly
"Why did you do this?" i said kissing her hand as i sat down next to her bed.
"Cause the pain of what they say is to much i couldn't take it." She said crying
"Shhh..... Don't cry. They are gonna be mean and say nasty things to you but don't let then get to you." I said as she fell back to sleep, I want to know who made her do this and i will find out but by who? Who will know?

Authors note: hope you like the first chapter i don't know if its go or not cause I wrote this at 2:44 in the morning so plz. Comment and vote for it. The next chapter is a flash back so yeah i will work on it later