Ptachot's POV
Kunabukasan , lahat ng masasalubong ko sa hallway , tumitingin sa akin . Pano ba namang hindi eh ang maga ng mga mata ko . Kakaiyak kagabi . San kaya si Neon ngayon . Magsosorry sana ako sakanya , sa mga nasabi ko kagabi . Di ko naman sinasadyang awayin siya . It's just na , hindi ko na talaga makaya ang nararamdaman ko .
Time passed , dissmisal na . Wala pa din akong nakitang Neon ni anino . San kaya ng lupalop sa mundong ibabaw nagsisiksik si Pogi . Kahit na , nasasaktan ako , di ko parin siya matiis . Ugh ! Dami kong dala . Bigat ng bag ko . Tsk ! Layo pa naman ng locker ko . Bhala na ! Habang nnaglalakad ako papuntang locker , di ko maiwasang hanap-hanapin siya . Hanggang sa naagip ng mga mata ko ang mga nag tumpok tumpokang mga tao sa Covered court . Hmm , ana na naman kaya ang ang chismiss dun . Bahala na nga .
Hanggang sa nakaraing ako sa locker ko , tanaw ko parin at rinig ang mga sigawan nila .
Uyy , may concert ?! Sana , concert ng Parking 5 yun . Idol ko pa naman sila . Especially si Daniel ! Omaygases ! Gwapo talaga ni Dan~…
"Hi everyone :) Uh , I'd like to dedicate this song to the girl that is so important to me . To the person who is right here beside me during my ups and downs . To the person who understands me kahit nagwawala na ako, who knows me alot ! Kahit sa saang sulok ng personalidad ko ,alam niya , Kasi inaalam niya :) The person Who cares for me kahit sinusungitan ko siya minsan :) The person who guides me everytime I'm lost ...." I was star strucked at that moment wheen I heared that voice . Si Neon .
"This person , means alot to me . She loves me more than a mother , more than a father , more than a sisiter and most especially , she loves me , more than a lover . She loves me , a lot ! But I take her for granted . Hindi ko naramdaman ang nararamdaman niya para sakin , kasi I was busy getting someone else's attention , while not knowing , she's also busy getting mine . Yung parang , sinigaw na niya sa buong mundo na mahal niya ako , pero di ko marinig , kasi may iba akong mundo ..."
Tears then fell right through my eyes . Di ko inasahan na lalabas yung mga katatagang salita sa kanyang bibig . Di ko maiwasang puntahan siya sa court . Habang naglalakad ako , he's looking straightly through my eyes . My heart then , skipped a beat . He's the only person I know na nagpapatibok ng puso ko .
"Nasaktan ko siya . No , SINAKTAN ko siya . Habang humihiga ako sa kama ko last night , I cant stop thinking about her . On how she cried last night . Di ko maiwasang , masktan , magalit saking sarili . I've tried to , forget those , memories and start a new . Pero ,parang binabagabag ako ng konsensya ko . At everytime na maalala ko yung nangyari , parang kumirot dito oh .."
tinuro niya yung kaliwa niyang dibdib . He pointed at his heart , at habang tinuturo niya yun , sadness draw right to his face . Kahit naka smile siya , parang ang lungkot lungkot ng kanyang mga mata .
"Parang pinunit ang dibdib ko . Sa kakaisip , nakatulog ako . When I woke up in the morning , dun ko lang nalaman na , Damn ! I love her ! . ."
nagsi iyakan ang mga tao sa paligid . Pero di ko pinansin , kasi mahal niya daw ako ?! Mahal niya ako .
"Yeah ! You heared it right . I love you .." sabay turo sa akin . Sheeeyytt ! Nagsitinginan ang mga tao sakin . Pero , kiber . Tinignan ko lang siya , while the crowd is clearing up the space for the two of us . For a second , I was like , 'WHOOO ! NANALO AKO SA LOTTO !" , pero sobra pa sa nanalo ako sa lotto ang nararamdaman ko ngayon . Di ko maiwasang humikbi .. Urghhh ! Nakakahiya T_T
"I dedicate this song for you , I hope you'll love it ..."
He started strumming his guitar . Oh this song ~ the same song na kinanta ko during our Christmas party in my 1year highschool . I tried to dedicate this song for him . Pero di niya ako pinansin .
~A hundred days have made me older ..
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face ...
Sheeeyt ! Ang ganda ng boses niya !
~A thousand lies have mad me colder , and I dont think I can look can at this the same ...
But all the miles that separate ..
Disappear now when I'm dreamin of your face ...
I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind ..
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time ..
I'm here without you baby , but your still with me in my dreams , and tonight girl , It's only you and me ...
Everything I know , and anywhere I go . It gets hard but it wont take away my love ... "
habang kumakanta siya , bumaba siya sa stage . He walks slowly to me while strumming his guitar and singing . Tinitugnan kami ng lahat ng tao dito sa court .
He's so close to me . He's right hand holds my face . His soft touch I embrace .
"And when the last one falls , and when it's all said and done . It gets hard but it wont take , away , my love .. Oh whoa whoa .."
nilagay niya ang mga buhok ko na tumatakip sa mukha ko sa likod ng tenga ko . At tinitigan niya ako . It's like , he's memorizing every portion of my face ...
" I'm here without you baby ..
But your still on my lonely mind ..
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time ..
I'm here without you baby , but your still with me in my dreams ..
And tonight girl , it's only you and me ... yeah ! Oh yeah-he ! .."
habang kinakanta niya ang part na yun , he's smiling at me . Those sweet smiles of him :)
"Oh whoah oh whoa whoa .. Oh whoa whoaaa whoooaa .."
pinag dikit niya ang aming mga noo . Di ko maiwasang umiyak . Umiyak sa tuwa .. And with that , he kiss my forehead . And at that moment , I was shocked when he kneeled down ..
"I may not be the perfect guy you've ever met .. But I want to be that UNPERFECT GUY that makes your single day Perfect . I know , na dapat matagal ko na tong ginawa at inalam . Pero hindi pa naman masyadong late na aamin ako sayo na , mahal kita , diba ?! .."
he holds my hand . He kiss it . I dont know kung anong dapat kong gawin . Tumitibok ng malakas ang puso ko sa bawat sinasabi at sasabihin niya ..
"Look , sa buong buhay ko , I want to be first . I gained to be the first . And now , for once in my life , I want to be your last .. "
He paused for a while . Then tears fell right through his eyes ..
"Patricia Jane Chua , Will you be the permanent holder of my heart ? I promise , to love you , to cherish you forever .."
Dugdug . Wait~ is this true ?! Omaygassssss !
"First ? Last ? Permanent holder ?! ... Your hired ! Yes ! Neon ! Yes ! .." and with that , he kiss me , passionately . Kahit ang daming tao , kiber lang kami . Nagsigawan naman ang lahat ng estudyante sa court .
"ILoveyou Patchot ! So much !.."
"Iloveyoumore Pogi ! Matagal na :) .."
