Sometimes, you feel like you just have to cry. It's because you feel like no one wants you, like no one loves you, like you'll always be alone.
All you want it Hayes Grier. If you just had Hayes to hold you, to whisper in your ear that he loves you then everything would be OK.
You try to tell yourself that there's no point crying over him because you can't have him - he doesn't even live in your country! But still, there's a tiny bit in your heart that still feels like there's a chance that it will happen.
Because of that part in your heart, you have sleepless, tear-filled nights. Nights full of thoughts about Hayes, writing imagines and making edits, sending him heartfelt messages on Kik, Twitter and Instagram, just trying to get him to notice you.
'It's no use...' you think. He's never going to notice a stupid little girl like me.
