Sitting on the top of that building yoongi watch the shinny lights of city. Hear the noisy cars. Breathing the cold air. It was beatuful.
A beautiful last view, indeed if you asked him.
Walking on the edge of the building, feeling the adrenaline in his veins. Now yoongi wasn't going to jump, although he had to admit it was temting. His phone vibrate on his poket making him jump a little. Steping back from the edge yoongi pick up his phone.
Kookie🐰 is calling
Accept | decline"Hello?"
"Hi, jungkookie"
"Hyung! Thank God. I was sick worry, we all are. Where are you?"
"Somewhere in the city"
"Are you okay? Yo-you're not going to do it, d-do you?"
"Do what kookie?"
"Jim- jimin found the note in your room.." jungkook whispered
"Ah, you weren't suppoust to find the note just yet" yoongi said himself
"Yoongi-hyung if you tell us where you are, w- we can pick you up and talk this out you don't- it doesn't have to end like this" jungkook said at the other side of the line
"It ended a lot time ago, kookie"
"Hyung... you can leave me too i can loose another friend like this" another voice said, a little more deep and shaky
"I'm sorry taetae" yoongi said, "but I take a decision already"
Sobs were hear from the other side of the phone, someone whispering and then a sigh, "yoongi, I need you to tell me where you are honey, yeah we can fix this"
"The time for fixing is long gone, jinnie." Yoongi said wiping a tear from his cheek
"It's never too late, yoongi. Just let us help you."
"You never cared about me"
"You know that's not true yoongi. We love you"
Yoongi could hear the sobs of the others. And it hurt in his heart.
"I can see the dorms from here" yoongi said suddenly
"What?"
"The dorms, I can we them from here they're just in front of me. and the coffee shop you love, although it looks small from up here. Also tell tae his right, squishy is a girl she had two puppies"
"What? yoongi what are you-"
Yoongi hung up the phone, he had already give to much information away. Sighing, yoongi pick up the backpack be had bring with him and open it, looking for the pills and water he brought earlier.
Taking a had full and drinking almost all the water, yoongi lay back against the cold floor with the cold air caressing his check, he laugh. Yoongi laugh, and laugh untill he's stomach hurt, I mean what else can you do when you're about to take your own life?
When yoongi stop, he looked up to the stars in the sky. They were so prety, and perfect it was almost unfair for anything else to be compare to a satr. Raising his had, simulating to touch one, yoongi started to feel his body go numb and his stomach ash.
Some tears scape the corner of his eyes and roll down his sides. This was it, the end of min yoongi. The end of suffering and the begining of peace.
They said that the last sense to go off when someone dies is the hearing. Maybe they're right, because the last thing yoongi remenber before black out was someone screaming his name.
...maybe this was not the end of min yoongi after all.
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you never walk alone《Bts》
Fanfictionwhere yoongi struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts, and the rest of the guys try to help.