daily poetry

day 35

i'm losing

this battle

it's getting

so hard

to breathe

to move

to exist

i want

it all

to end

it's my fault

i'm the

fuck up

never good enough

always the

forgotten child

the boys did this

the boys are so smart

and i'll just

sit there

waiting for

something

i did

that was

good enough

for him

but

my name

never comes up

maybe i should just

log out

of life

-k.p