What she didn't care to think was that it was a year to the day she was at this school.
New school and people put on an act and a smile that damn smile, it entices her to become one of their poor pathetic rag dolls each day, hour by hour getting crueler and crueler to the point she believes each and every word they say about her, the sly digs each and every lesson making it harder and harder for her to get in that taxi on a morning and come into the dire shed of broken glass and shards (people and there cruel, soul retching comments). Each and every day getting harder and harder. Days go by, crying everyday and nothing getting sorted to the point she starts shaking and quivering, are you scared? Are you worried? Are you gonna blow? She silently questions herself, No one knows but each person at this god forbidden hellhole slowly grinding away at her last purity of saying calm and not fighting back... time goes by and she's had enough and start defending yourself and realise that she's been set up so everyone can see what a mess she is when she "blows" hour by hour getting closer. She try's and think calm relaxing thoughts but every time, one of them names (they all so believed in her) slips in her head; slag, bitch, boring, tramp, worthless, it makes her start to think "am I all these things everyone betrays of you", trapped in this god-forsaken set of swings and round-a-bouts.
Alone every break, lunch and free time no one there for her apart from her phone to keep you sane each and every day. She wants good/high grades so she can get in the collage she so desires, yet all these people and so called friends make it hard during lessons to get on with her work each day to the point you don't want to be at school, therefore she won't get the grades she need, it's a loose loose conversation really, she comes to school and not get her grades she so wants or she don't come to school and get no grades at all, which is the better choice mentally and physically? Yet without the choice she is trapped against her own will, and trapped within the voices in her head!
