Dark and cold

Hateful words

-Skylers P.O.V-

Nothing it meant nothing

Pans words replayed in my mind over and over again. I didn't realize how much I was falling for him. I'm such an idiot for letting him kiss me I should have known that he doesn't care!

I feel like my heart keep shattering inside me. I fell for pan hard and now I can't get back up. I well try.

I stand up slowly and brush myself off. It's night time and the soft glow of the moon is my only source of light. The haunting sound of the lost boys cries fills my ears as I walk back to camp.

No I'm not going back. Never again well I trust pan or care for him. I well do everything in my power to stay away from him, even if it means spending the rest of my life running from him.

I slowly make my way to my tent. I quietly grab my bow and arrows. I grab my cloak and pull the hood over my face. I am about to leave when I see Jamie sleeping. I can't just leave him. I walk over to him and shake him awake.

He blinks a few times and his eyes widen when he sees me.

"Sky what-" Jamie starts to say loudly but I clamp my hand on his mouth.

"Shh I don't have much time. I am going away Jamie. I can't stay here. If you need me come by the eastern beach at midnight and I well come to you. I'm sorry but I can't stay. Tell Mathew that I love him and he is the best friend I could ask for. Do not repeat any of the information I just told you to anyone okay?" I wisper to him.

"No sky you can't go." Jamie wispers to me when I take my hand off his mouth.

"I can't stay here Jamie. Meet me tomorrow at midnight okay? I love you." I say pulling him into a tight hug.

Jamie hugs me back tightly.

"Why can't I come with you?" He asks me.

"It's not safe for you brother. Please stay here for me." I say.

"I love you sky." Jamie says crying softly into my shoulder.

My arms tighten around him and a tear escapes.

"I love you too." I say kissing him on the forehead.

He pulls away from me and I walk off into the forest. I look around and give Jamie one last wave before disappearing into the forest.

I run towards the cliff that I jumped off last time I ran from the lost boys with tears streaming down my face. Pan ruined me. I want revenge. I can only think of one person who hates pan as much as me.

I scan the ocean for the ship. My eyes land on the Jolly Roger. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. Do I really want to do this. I open them. Yes I do. I jump of the cliff and I hit the water. I look down at the water and realize my eyes have changed color. They are now a deep gold color. That's not natural.

Why do my eyes change color? It's so strange. I look at the Jolly Roger and I start to swim towards the boat at full speed. When I near the boat someone notices and yells "Man overboard!" Suddenly I rope lands infront of me and I grab on as the pirates pull me on bored.

When I finally get on the ship my cloths are dripping wet. The pirates look at me like I'm a new species that they have never seen.

"Who are you?" One of the pirates ask.

I turn and look at him hard in the eye.

"I am Skyler Rose and I request to talk to the captain." I say.

The pirates exchange glances and nod. They take me to Hooks study.

"Captain there's a girl who wants to speak with ya." One of the crew members says.