The Moon Fairy

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Day Four:
People say that I'm getting worse with being anti-social. But what I ask myself is, is being anti-social a bad thing? Is wanting to be alone all the time bad? Is not wanting to talk to other people a bad thing? Is drawing my feelings down on a piece of paper a bad thing? It's just, telling people how you feel isn't going to change the way you feel, if you know what I mean. It won't help you in any way. Well, it doesn't help me in any way. I just feel like the odd one out when I start talking to people. But drawing things and writing on paper makes me feel normal, makes me feel involved. I do show people my drawings, but they can't make out what I'm drawing.
I normally draw Brendwick Lake or our forest. I even draw fantasy versions of them too.
I tell them what the drawing is of but they still have no clue, so now I'm starting to keep my drawings to myself. The only way I communicate with people is through my notebook and a pen. I write down words. If they say hello to me, I write down hello back. And then, we have a conversation that way. People are starting to find me mysterious and interesting, and it's all because I write down in a notebook to have a conversation with someone.