“If you want me back so badly, why did you give me away in the first place? I don’t know if you really are my father, so I don't know if I want to go with you.” I said.
“Amelia… I just can’t explain it in a way you would understand, I’m sorry.” Said Mr. Lester.
“If you can’t tell me then why do you bother to even try!” I yelled, “ I really don’t think I know you so I would be better off staying here.”
I don’t know if this man really is my father, maybe I don’t recognize him anymore. If he is my father he changed a lot, you can't really tell if he cares or not. I guess I wouldn’t remember my father that much after not seeing him for nine years. You would need to hear everything to understand what's going on.
I don’t know my parents, I only remember my mother's voice, but no facial aspects. I was told that she died because there were problems when I was being born. My father left me at an orphanage when I turned four, my father had a very slim face with a beard and mustache. I remember my dad singing songs to me every night before I went to bed. His name is not in my memory but I think I see him on magazines. Was my father famous or something? My father just gave me away, there had to be a reason why he gave me away. There probably was something wrong with me that he didn’t like. I just want my family back, thats all I want, maybe I’ll be normal if I had my family. I ask myself to many questions.
