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21 ∆ Commitment ∆ 21 - NigaHiga

Hailey = Your/Name (Owned character)

Type: Sad

Warnings: None

Features: NigaHiga (Ryan Higa)

Set: Your favourite restaurant (Y/F/R) {Preferably Fancy}

!Your outfit Is in the Media!

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I clutched my purse as we stepped into Y/F/R. Ryan had decided to take me out on a date, and not that i'm complaining, but it was an unusual thing for him to do. "Hello, Yes. Name under, Higa, please." Ryan speaks, holding my hand, the one without the purse. The lady nods, and places a hand over her stomach, "Please, this way." I smile at her briefly, and then take a quick glance around the place, which captures me every time.

We are lead up the stairs, to a medium sized room, a single candle lit in the middle of the red velvet blanket, that was placed over the table. My grin widens as i see the view. "Wow, its so pretty. Ryan, whats the special occasion, honestly?" I ask him curiously, sitting down. He pushes my chair in and clears throat. "There isn't one, 'baby'. I just wanted to treat you." He says nervously. I narrow my eyes, but don't ask questions, not wanting to ruin the mood.

∆ After Dinner, just relaxing and finished the wine ∆

"So, uh Hailey, i actually wanted to ask you something.." He starts to say. And i look at him, and give him a small nod, signalling me that its fine. He stands up, one hand behind his back, and the other over his stomach, more like clutching it. Taking a deep breath, he proceeds to speak. "Hailey, I've loved you for 6 years now. I understand our relationship has gone slow, but i want to take a step further. I want to spend my life with you." He looks up, probably trying to recover.

I giggle nervously, putting my hands together, feeling the major amount of sweat piling up on them. "Ryan, what are you saying?" I question. He looks back into my eyes, and goes down onto one lean. Thats when i gulp. My fear. The one thing that keeps me from him. Not snakes, not mice, not spiders. Marriage. I have Gamophobia. [Gamophobia is the fear of commitment, though it can also be the excessive, persistent, uncontrollable and irrational fear of marriage.] I start to sweat on my neck, as he continues to speak.

"I Love You. Hailey Terina Sapphire Atwright, will you marry me?" My breathing speeds up, as i start to stand. "Ryan.. you know i'm Noncommittal—" I start. "I know, but we can move past it! I can help you!" He argues softly. I shake my head as tears start to trickle down my cheeks. "Ryan i would love to, but i just.. I just can't. You have to give me some time to think—". He sighs loudly, making me look at him through my glossy eyesight. 

"Hailey. It took me 2 and a half years to even e a good friend with you. Do you understand how hard, i had to work. How much effort, love, went into being with you. How many people told me, being with you is useless, and even if i took 10 years, i would never get you to say yes to my proposal?" He looked down, and i see a tear go down his cheek. He closes the small box, and places it on the table. 

"Contact me, if you want to talk about this, when you're over your noncommittal trait, a little more. I want to try. I want to, but not if you're not willing to." He speaks, and then turns around, walking to the staircase.

'What have i just done? I've lost the love of my life, and its all my damn fault.'

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"Your character's biggest fear is your story's secret weapon. Don't run from it, write about it."

Commitment is scary, but we are here for you. Talk to them. Don't fade it away. <3

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