Lauren didn't really want to hang out with Camila, but it was just going to be a one time thing and she wanted to get it over with. Yes she did still love Camila, but she hated her as well. She's still angry over the fact that Camila cheated on her. They say time heals all wounds, well that didn't help Lauren, the wounds are still there.
Camila missed the older girl very much. She understood that Lauren was still upset with her over the fact that she cheated on her. But she knows that Lauren will get over it eventually.Camila told Lauren to meet her at the place they always used to meet up when they were together, which was a little coffee shop. Camila always loved going there cause the coffee was wonderful, but also because it brought back beautiful memories with Lauren.
The older girl really didn't want to be seen with Camila, cause she knew what would happen if the paparazzi's caught the both of them hanging around together in the UK, people would start saying Camren is back together and Lauren didn't want that. So she decided to disguise herself so no one knew that she was hanging out with her ex.
Camila was 15 minutes early, so during the time she was waiting, she decided to text her boyfriend, Matthew. She knew Matthew cause of the work he did and the videos he did as well. She got to know him and instantly fell in love with his personality and she enjoyed being with him, they've been together for about four months already. Her fans just recently found out but she didn't care if he was older than her, she loved him either way.
Lauren made her way over to the coffee shop that her and the brunette used to go to when they were together. The good thing was that no one had recognized her yet. So guess the disguise is working after all. She went into the shop and spotted Camila at a table. She fixed her windbreaker and hat, and headed over to the table.
Lauren cleared her throat, and smiled when Camila looked up, " Hey. Um, are you ready to go? " She asked and waited for the younger girl to answer.
Camila looked up when she heard someone clear their throat and was met with the green electric eyes of her ex lover. She smiled softly, " Yeah, I'm ready. " She got up and walked out of the shop with Lauren. " So how are you? I haven't spoke to you face to face in a long time. " Camila said, once they were out of the coffee shop.
She smiled as her and Camila walked out of the coffee shop and began to start a conversation, " I'm good and your right....it has been a while. So what brings you in the UK? " Lauren asked. She didn't even know that Camila was in London until she saw the tweets about it and how the Camren shippers were going crazy.
She looked over at Lauren as she answered her question, " I performed at a show, I forgot what it was called, and then I had interviews here as well. What about you? I didn't know that you were in London as well. " She said as they crossed the street and sat on a bench near by.
Lauren sighed as she sat on the bench and turned to face Camila, " I had a show here. It was like a little concert and I was one of the opening acts. " She explained to the younger girl. " How's Leo? " Leo was a dog that she had gave to Camila, a few months after they broke up. It was a early anniversary gift for her.
Camila smiled when Lauren asked about Leo. " He's crazy but good. He has so much energy and he's getting so fat. You know you could come and see him when your in Miami. I asked Sofi to take care of him when I'm away. He misses you Lo. " She smiled sadly. She misses the relationship she had with Lauren. She wanted to be friends again.
" Well, I'll go when I have time. Um, do you still live in the apartment? " She had to ask, since it was originally her home, but now it's Camila's.
Camila nodded when Lauren asked her if she still lived in the house that she had moved in with Lauren. " Yeah, I still do. Um, I have your Bob Marley shirt and your 1975 sweatshirt. Do you want it back? " She loved wearing Lauren's 1975 sweatshirt, it smelled like her and it brought back memories of the day of the anniversary and that was the day they had their first time together.
When Camila said she had Lauren's Bob Marley shirt and 1975 sweatshirt, she remembered that she had forgotten to take those clothes. She shook her head and smiled, " No, it's fine, have it. Besides, you don't have any thing related to the 1975 and I do. Also you wore that Bob Marley shirt so many times and I barley wear it, so what's the point of getting it back if I'm not going to wear it. " She chuckled, " I actually did wonder where they went. "
Camila laughed when Lauren said she wondered where they went. " I thought you knew! I was like, ' does Lauren know that she left this here or does she not ' like I didn't know if you wanted it back so I just kept it. " She shook her head and looked down. " Laur? "
Lauren lifted up her head and looked over at Camila, " Yeah Camz? " Lauren knew what was coming.
Camila smiled softly but the frowned and sighed, " I'm sorry. I ruined everything. I ruined our perfect relationship and friendship, everything! But I want you to know that I still love you. I never stopped and I know you feel the same way, " she felt her eyes start to well up in tears, " I should've never did what I did. Hell we would've been engaged right now. But I had to ruin it. " She chuckled bitterly and wiped her eyes.
Lauren sighed and looked down at her feet, she listened to Camila and looked up as she saw a few people walk by them. But no one could've recognize her, but could recognize Camila. When Camila stopped talking she stood up and reached her hand out to let Camila take it. " I wanna take you somewhere. "
Camila saw Lauren get up and reach out to take her hand. She smiled and grabbed her hand and started to walk with her. Right now, she didn't care if people saw them or the paparazzi, cause she's holding Lauren's hand, and she missed the feeling of Lauren's soft hand interwined with hers. She rested her head against Lauren's shoulder as they walked to the place Lauren was taking them to.
Lauren decided to take them to a place they always used to go to when they were in London together. ( The photo above )
When they got there Camila smiled. " I used to love going to this place with you. I remember we would always lay here and have a picnic or something similar to that. " She looked at Lauren, and couldn't help but stare at her eyes. She felt herself lean in and then she felt her lips on Lauren's.
Lauren's breath hitched when she felt Camila's lips on her. She couldn't find a way to push Camila away, so she just tangled her fingers in Camila's hair and kissed her deeply and passionately. She ran her tounge across her bottom lip and asked for entrance. Camila granted it and she slipped her tounge into the younger girl's mouth.
Camila moaned softly when Lauren slipped her tounge into her mouth, she placed her hands on Lauren's stomach and kissed her back. She couldn't stop herself. She loved kissing Lauren before and now she enjoys it even more. This was the moment she realized, that Matthew wasn't the one that she love, Lauren was the one. She was always the one.
Lauren pulled away and looked into Camila's eye, she caressed her ex girlfriend's cheek and leaned into pecked her lips, " I know that this is wrong. Me kissing you and you kissing me, but I don't care, cause I still love you. I always have and always will. " She pulled Camila into a hug and kissed the top of her head.
Camila smiled softly when Lauren told her that she loved her. She kissed Lauren again and mumbled against her lips, " Your the one that I want. " She felt more happy in Lauren's arms. She sighed happily and rested her head against Lauren's shoulder as they watched the beautiful view in front of them.
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