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"See you at work tomorrow Youngjae!!" Mingyu yelled from across the street as him and Wonwoo walked to their apartment building. "Your a loser!" Youngjae yelled back. "Your correct" he heard Wonwoo yell. Youngjae laughed at the stupidity but found it cute that Wonwoo and Mingyu had such a fun loving relationship. Something Youngjae wished he had but never got and probably would never. "Hey it's getting cold we should go back" Jaebum said as he felt the cold breeze glade across his face. "Yeah we should" His smile became weak but walked next to Jaebum. Youngjae was lonely (relationship wise) for so long and when your single for that amount of time it can take a toll on some part of your life. Of course, some people think otherwise but for Youngjae that's what he really thought.
But for Jaebum, He thought that he could never love again. He thought he wouldn't get attached either but something about Youngjae made Jaebum stay. That something made Jaebum change his whole point of view about love. In his previous relationship he felt as if the I love you's coming from his ex were just faked and only being said because it had to be. Jaebum is just trying to forget that his heart was shattered and it was working. The more he was with Youngjae the less he mourns about his past relationship.
"Youngjae" Jaebum called out. "Yes?" Youngjae answered. Jaebum was hesitant. He really wants to tell him but he's scared about getting rejected because that's the worst feeling ever. "U-uh" Jaebum couldn't say anything. His body isn't letting him confess and the time to tell him is slipping further away. "Jaebum? Are you okay?" Youngjae asked when he saw Jaebum looking at him weird. Jaebum stopped in his tracks. "I need to tell you something" Jaebum said as he looked down. "Oh okay then. What is it?" Youngjae asked. Jaebum doesn't know why he can't do this. He did this before but now it feels like he hasn't done it all so he holds back. "Can I stay at your place for awhile- or you stay at my place or something?" Jaebum totally changes what he says. He felt his insides tighten. Did I really just back out? At the perfect timing?. "I'm okay with it if your okay with it. Why?" Youngjae asked. Jaebum didn't think of this. Why? He asked himself. "I get lonely in my house and being with you is fun" Jaebum forced a smile knowing deep down he's slowly falling apart. "Oh gosh whatever" Youngjae playfully rolled his eyes totally unaware of the pain Jaebum is feeling.
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The two reached Jaebums apartment building and Youngjae was amazed at the tall building. And he thought he lived in a nice place but this made him think otherwise. "Wow This place is gorgeous" Youngjae looked around the lobby seeing the nice brown chairs with glass coffee tables. "Haha, it's not cheap so" Jaebum smiled watching Youngjae look around amazed.
"Wow even the elevator is gold! What!?" Youngjae exclaimed looking at himself in the mirror above them. After they past the first 2 floors the elevator soon showed the city of Seoul from the glass window. "Woah" Youngjae was purely amazed at this. He stepped forward but soon stepped back once he saw how high they were. "Jesus Christ this is getting scary never mind" Youngjae turned around and stood next to Jaebum. The older just laughed at wrapped his arm around the younger. "Jeez what floor do you live on?" Youngjae asked as they were still going up. "Floor 21". Youngjaes heart dropped. He was afraid of heights and Jaebum living on the 21 floor was gonna be hell for him. "Oh wow great" Youngjae forced a smile.
The elevator doors opened and the two stepped out onto the maroon carpet as Jaebum led Youngjae to his door.
Jaebum unlocked the door and held it open for Youngjae then threw off his shoes. Youngjaes mouth was hanging out of amazement and shock. The white marble floors were so clean he could see his reflection and the balcony was bigger then Youngjaes own apartment. His couches were a nice caramel color and the walls were nice shade of tan. "Haha aren't you gonna come inside?" Jaebum asked seeing that Youngjae was still at the door.
Youngjae walked in after taking off his shoes and shutting the door he left opened. "How- your in college how can you offered this place?" Youngjae asked still looking around. "My parents are doctors so they send me a bit of money so I'm not on the streets" Jaebum said as he laid down on the couch. He pressed a button on a remote and the tv started to come out of the top of the fireplace. Youngjae was even more amazed. "This place is huge!" Youngjae ran to the door of the balcony and slid it open. He stood at the doorframe not daring to go anywhere near the railing. "Are you that scared? Jaebum asked with a chuckle. "I'm scared of heights okay don't judge" he hit Jaebum on the chest lightly.
Jaebum walked passed him and walked to the railing and leaned on it. "See nothing to worry about" Jaebum reassured. "Jaebum Don't do that get away from there" Youngjae grew nervous because Jaebum was just leaning over it like nothing. "Haha I'm fine here come" Jaebum held out his arms. "Are you joking? No" Youngjae shook his head not wanted to go near the edge of that. Jaebum walked to Youngjae and grabbed his hand. "Come on its not scary" . He led Youngjae to the railing but once Youngjae saw the city below he him, he hid his face in Jaebums chest. "Oh gosh we're so far up" Youngjae said then buried his face deeper finding it very relaxing. "Come on Just look" Jaebum said in a soft voice as he rubbed the youngers back. Youngjae slowly looked at the scenery. It took him awhile to adjust but finally he came to admire the city below him. The city felt so calm. No loud honking from angry drivers. No anything. Maybe they couldn't hear anything because it was so far up but Youngjae actually loved it.
Jaebum gripped Youngjaes hand tighter as he also looked at the city. He used to do this all the time but got caught up in so many things he couldn't do it recently. It was refreshing for him especially since he gets to see this with Youngjae.
"I'm cold we should go in" Youngjae broke the silence and only now realized was position they were in. "Oh uh yeah" Jaebum let go of the boy feeling slightly embarrassed. Youngjae felt the warmth leave his body when Jaebum pulled away. He really wanted to have that same warmth pressed against his body again but knows that the other probably won't do it again.
"You should take a shower. I'll let you borrow my clothes" Jaebum said as he walked to his room. "Woah this room is bigger then my actual apartment!" Youngjae exclaimed. "Haha wow your so amazed at everything aren't you" Jaebum smiled making Youngjae blush. "These are a bit big" jaebum added as he gave Youngjae his clothes which was a long sleeve and sweatpants. "Thank you" Youngjae gladly took it and smiled. "The bathroom is right there" he pointed at the bathroom and Youngjae walked to it shutting the door behind him.
Jaebum sighed why do I have to fall for you Choi Youngjae? He plopped down on the bed just thinking if he'll ever have a chance with Youngjae.
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Youngjae came out with a frown on his face. "What's with the frown?" Jaebum asked as he got his own clothes. "This shirt is huge. It looks like a dress" Youngjae pouted. "Haha it's cute" Jaebum complimented but looked away realizing what he said. Youngjae blushed and looked away. "I'll be in the shower. Make yourself at home" Jaebum then walked into the bathroom leaving Youngjae.
Youngjae ran to the king sized bed and jumped on it. "It's so comfortable" he buried his face into pillow and threw the blanket over him. He looked over and saw the tv remote and decided to watch something. Jaebum did tell him to make himself at home so he was.
He went through the channels and stumbled on spongebob. Jaebums bed was so comfortable so Youngjae just did full starfish and just laid there.
Jaebum walked out after and saw Youngjae. "Wow I invite you to my house and you just take over my bed?" Jaebum laughed as the other groaned not wanting to move from his position because it was too comfortable. "Come on Youngjae i need space" . Youngjae gave up and rolled to the other side.
Youngjae yawned feeling the tiredness consume his body. "Go to sleep" Jaebum said in his soft voice. Youngjae scooted closer to Jaebum and hugged his waist. He just wanted the warmth back and he loved the feeling of Jaebum arms wrapping around him which was happening now.
Jaebum didn't mind this. He was actually loving it. Soon Youngjae. I will have the courage.
So a lot of things happened today that was like Jeez it's just so unreal
