The blackness

Chapter 8 esacped

I finally got away from Jamia I found Silus be forced him against the wall and slapped him and kissed him. with that he knew who I was and changed me back. In my head I started to think "why do I put up with him?" "why do I love him" "why can't this ache go away" I had so many questions and so little time.... "I love you" he said my next thought was "are you sure about that"

I guess he knew what I was thinking cause he slammed on the breaks and started to get angry at me I decided not to say r think another word. he tried to break the silence but I cut him off with a sigh.

When we got home I went straight to the woods. Lillian got upset with me and I was apologizing repeatedly. I texted Silus telling him bout it then it started to rain and I said "best damn day ever" he replied "get home fast" I replied "i can't I got rid of my powers" he said "why the hell..... ill be right there" I told him no I'm staying in the woods and it's cold" he replied "take me jacket" I shoved him off and began to ran. he stopped me in my path and grabbed my arms and looked me in the eyes I turned my face away so he hugged me.

Later that night I went back to the woods. I so wanted to die but I knew Silus wouldn't let me I came up with this idea to put me to sleep forever and make Lilian and him forgot bout me I got txts from both of em saying "where doing a spell so you can't make us" I hit my head against the tree behind me repeatedly till it was lights out.