My Ghost JIMIN [kookmin]

VI. HOW TO FEEL

He wakes up & find no one beside him,he should have seen it coming,it was only his imagination.Because he can't accept that Jimin is gone he made himself believe that his still here.The reason why he don't wanna get close to anyone was because his afraid that he will be left alone again,it hurts so much he doesn't know if he can take it if he was left behind again.

But all the fears he had was disregarded when he met the ghost,it's so pathetic for him to be attached of all,it has to be a ghost,a wandering soul that will vanished once they let go of what they hold on in the world of the living,why Jimin?

He never thought Jimin will break down all the walls he sets up to guard his heart,never thought he would care for him so deeply.That he knew he won't be able to let go of him,he can't imagine losing him,he can't bare that.

He was selfish,he wished that the ghost won't be able to do his unfinished business that's the reason why he never lets him out of the house.Jimin was so kind,selfless & understanding,no matter how bad his behavior towards him he didn't get angry at him at all.At first,he tried to push him away,to stop getting close to him but the ghost was relentless,he wouldn't just go away & he really wants someone to be with,Jimin became that someone.

He became a very important part of Jungkook's life,he was vital for the human to keep living on.

"I'll be going now..." He can't stand to hear that,no,he doesn't wanna hear those words out from Jimin's pretty lips.

THE SOUND of closing door reached Jungkook's ears while he pretend to sleep under the sheet.

A few minutes later,footsteps going to his bed's direction was what he heard next.

"So how long are you gonna pretend sleeping,Jungkook?Jimin went out already so get up now,it's Monday,means school again." Hoseok knows well that Jungkook can hear him clearly.

Jungkook just make a protesting sound still upset,he doesn't feel like going to school,maybe he shouldn't then went to the park?That sounds a good idea to him.

"I can't believe you're acting like this just because Jimin went to his work!You don't expect him to stay here all day & do nothing,he will get bored."Hoseok just shook his head,Jungkook was like this since Sunday afternoon when Jimin got a call that he was accepted to the job he applied for.

Jimin was so excited contrary to the younger that was sulking,he protested,even beg for Jimin not to accept the job with his reasoning,

"Why need to work,you can just stay here & wait for us to be home.I have a part time job anyway,I can provide for you."

Hoseok saw how Jimin looks at him pleading to side him which he did because Jungkook was being absurd.JIMIN is not a bird for goodness sake!

In the end,he helps Jimin prepare some things to take like a spare of clothes & so on while the other refused to talk to them that's up until now is what his doing.

'Such a brat!'

Jimin assured him that Jungkook will get over it in no time.He can see how excited the other was but he can't help but feel restless as well so he also asked the other if his sure going on his own,just some whine from Jimin & he never asked him again.He was happy seeing his excitement so he only warn him to always be careful,he gives their contact numbers to him just incase.