My name is Jillian Brooks i have brown wavy hair with reddish highlights that are slowly fading with deep blue eyes. I am currently living in Los Angeles and I attend seafort high I am what people call "rich" but I don't care about that. I live in a big 6 bedroom house with my father right on the beach my mother and little sister were killed in a car accident by a stupid person that was texting while my my mom was driving my sister home from a play date. I still wake up screaming. other than my mom and sister being gone my life is normal except I am bullied a lot I have no friends and every day I wish I could just crawl in a hole and die.
''''''Jillian's POV'''''
***MONDAY***
I woke up from the sound if my alarm clock playing "summer" i look at my phone and see that it is monday. Great so today I have yet another day of school. For most people school means learning things hanging with their friends and throwing notes across the room. For me it means sitting by my self being laughed at being called whore, bitch, looser, slut, and so many more hurtful things.
I used to have friends... or so I thought but when 7 boys moved to my school everyone fell in love with them. they hated me from the moment I said "hi" to them. Why tho I did nothing to them. I was out sick one day and the day I came back no one talked to me.
*FLASH BACK*
I walked up to my friends Shannon and Abby . They looked away when they say me. Shannon took out her phone and texted me...
Hey😊 -Shannon
Hi... Y r u texting me just talk to me -me
Abby was added to our conversation
We cant😬 -Abby
Y not? -me
I was getting annoyed now
Bathroom - Shannon
Kk- me
I put my phone in my backpack and that's when it hurt. My two best friends looked at me and started to laugh...
"Don't talk to us" Abby blurted out
" Yeah get away from us u looser" Shannon added
They gave me a we're sorry look and walked to the bathroom. I followed
"Why?" I asked them with tears in my eyes as I got to the bathroom
"We can't talk to you in public anymore" Shannon started
"What?" I asked my feelings more hurt then ever before
"You know the new guys?" Abby asked me. I nodded my head. "well they turned everyone against you" Abby finished. I could tell it hurt her to say that.
"Wait but..." I trailed off but they didn't let me finish Shannon cut me off,
"We still love you but we can't talk to you" they hugged me and made their way out of the bathroom. they were almost gone when they walked back to me
"Come over tonight" Abby invited
"Yeah" Shannon added "and we're sorry" she pause "Blake is going to brake up with you" she said in a sorry tone. those words shocked me. Blake is going to brake up with me? we have been together for over three years. I knew they saw the pain in my eyes. Abby and Shannon both tried to hug me but I stepped away from them.
"Jillian come on" they both said.
"GO AWAY!" I yelled at them and started to cry. I ran to the stall and I heard them walk out.
*END of FLASHBACK*
Blake did break up with me that day.
I just sat in bed starring at the ceiling. I rolled out of bed and walked to my bathroom and hoped in the shower.
