Anna-Leigh

07

Anna-Leigh POV

I head into the bathroom locking the door behind me. I turn on the shower water and wait for to get warm. I take off all the layers clothing I'm wearing. I notice how dirty and filthy I am. But, I can't stand to look at my body.

It's not even the perfect model type that people expect me to have. I'm nothing like Gemma and Lou. They're perfect. I'm a broken down idiot/coward who's probably getting used and then thrown away. That's what they all do to kids like me. That's why I never wanted to get adopted. The idea kills me, even to think of it.

I know Harry already explained this to me but, why does he care so much? Why does he want me to be happy? Why does he want me to try? I don't see the point. Trying, doesn't have a point. It doesn't even have a conflict in doing. There's no description for it either.

I step into the shower and let the water trickle all over my body. I notice there is a pink fluffy wash cloth set out for me on the side of me.

But, anyway, there's no point of trying to do your best when people judge you and give you negative points of view for like almost your whole entire life. There's also no need to be happy to be happy when your heart had just broken and fallen into pieces. There's also no such thing as trust. Trust, is a one syllable word. If it's one; it means alone. So, technically the only person to trust is yourself. No one else.

I cleanse all the dirt off my body and then realise that I need shampoo. I twirl around in the shower and spot a peppermint scented shampoo in the corner of the tub.

It's a shampoo and conditioner.

I was my hair and then rinse, I can do all of this without looking at myself. I don't care where I am or with. I will always cover myself so I won't see myself.

I turn off the shower water and step out to find a towel waiting for me sitting on the gravel countertop sink. Lou or Gemma must have placed it here.

I wrap the mint green fluffy towel around my body. My hair drips onto the hardwood floor but I don't care, it's hair and it's wet. Why make it's big deal, am I right? Or am I wrong? I open the bathroom door and find no one in the bedroom.

They probably left me alone to change because I can hear the TV a little bit. I close the door an dock it to have some privacy.

I dry my body along with my hair. When I'm fully dry I place on the undergarments that were set out for me and they fit perfectly. I then place on the outfit that's also set out. I don't place on the scarf mostly because I have to get my hair done.

I place on the jewellery and it seems a little heavy, but it's ok. If I did like myself I would go look in the mirror, but, I have to get a view from others because mirrors they destroy my inside feelings. They don't tell me what's on the inside, they tell me what's on the outside. But the outside, that's just a coverup.

Coverups, they don't show the real feelings they hide them.

I don't want to be a fake person. I want to be the real me.

Gemma POV

I hear footsteps approaching and I turn around the TV to see Anna-Leigh descending from the staircase. I stare at her on shock. Lou realises how shocked I am and also turns to face Anna-Leigh.

"Oh my bloody hell, you look fantastic." I say standing up with a smile plastered on my face.

Anna looks down and smiles slightly.

"Oh, love, there's no need to be ashamed. You look like a princess. I don't see why your lying to yourself and saying your not." Lou says rubbing her back and giving her a hug.

"Now, calm down. We have to fix your hair and makeup and get you styled up. You're now a Styles and you have to look like one to impress the paps or else they'll say horrible things about you. And, really, love, you are to special to have that done to you." I inform Anna.

The paps will literally just say anything hurtful about her and then start this huge riot about everything and anything. They're like haters. Just, with cameras.

I really wonder what Harry is up to?

•A/N?:

Well, hello fello readers.

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