Because of You

Chapter 2

Abby's POV

I am so glad that is done, the pizza made it all worth it. Long meeting but it looks like its realy gonna help me out in the long run to do debate. I hate weather Wisconsin is always so cold. There is no way around it I mean it is already dropping like crazy and it is only October, this is so not ok. l

text to mom: The meeting is over I will be home soon.

I hate going home I wish I could just stay away from all of the drama. at least I am at my mom's not my dad's. Ugh considering this is the start of my sophomore year I still have always to go until i graduate and get out of here. My dad is not somebody you want to be around from long. Wait I take that back he will be nice to you I am the issue... he finds a need to make me miserable from calling me a slut in shorts to controlling every last thing I do. It will never be enough and it will never be done the right way. 

My walk to my moms isn't bad only a mile or two, I would have a car but money is short with my mom and I want to help out as much as I can.

text from mom: ok see you then.

I made my mom's seem really bad, it's not it's just the drama in my life and being at home gives me time to think about it. If I am busy I am ok, it is when I am alone I have issues. I have mild depression and anxiety, put the two together we have some slight issues. 

As I walk onto our street I take a deep breath and hope for the best for the next few weeks I just want to be ok and happy I don't want my ADD to make me lose focus or to have anxiety so as i walk up to the house I pray I just pray to god e is watching out from me and helping me through this.

"Hey mom I'm home!" I yell as I walk through the door to be greeted by my yellow lab Alex.

"Hey Alex how was your day buddy" I sit down and play with the energetic dog for a little while until my mom walks in.

"Hey mom did you make diner or do you want me to?"

"Hi honey, if you could that would be great I am finishing up some work in the office and Larena is in her room doing homework."

"Ok sure sounds good I will let you know when it is done"

"Thanks dear" she says as she walks back to her office and shuts the door.

Walking over to the fridge I attempt to think of things to make, opening the fridge I discover cheese and tortia bread stuff, opening the freezer I am happy to see we have chicken it is then decided to make chicken quasidialls. Turning on the stove and leaving the food I think about all of the homework I have and how I am going to tell my mom I want to do debate. I don't even want to think about how I will tell my dad, that may not go over to well. Finishing up dinner I walk down the hall to get my mom and sister.

"lauren go set the table please." I yell walking past her room.

"fine" she sighs getting up and going to the kitchen.

"Mom it's done" I say as I enter her office.

'Thanks I'll be right out"

"ok" I respond walking out.

Once we are all seated and eating I feel this is a good time to bring up debate.

"Hey mom I want to do debate" 

"Lydia you know that there is a lot going on right now I don't know how do you think your dad will take this" 

"It looks really good on applications and I swear to still help around the house and I will deal with dad later please"

"Fine just talk to your dad first."

"Thanks mom I will talk to him tomorrow"

"ok whatever"

After dinner is done I leave lauren to finish up the dishes and I go to my room and start my homework. This is going to be something I think to myself as I start working.

(Author's note: ok so once again sorry for all typos I will try to update when I can this is new for me hang in there please)