Beauty || Ksj.

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Today is July the 20th.

My family says it's my birthday today and I'm turning 24, but honestly I don't even feel like I'm 24. It feels like I'm only 5!

Well, maybe you don't know yet. Here, I'll introduce myself: My name is Y/F/N, I am turning 24 today and... I have a mental disorder. Wow, I am craving some candies right now, I need to tell my mom to go--- I already know what you're thinking. Yeah yeah, 'She's 24 and she still tells her mom to go buy her candy? That's so childish of her!'

Well that's exactly my disorder. I have a disorder of being a childish and immature person who doesn't think straight. I also have a twin sister and today is also her birthday, but....she's different from me.

She's not a bothersome and annoying person like me. She isn't a so embarrassing person like me... She isn't immature like me and isn't childish like me. Sometimes I wish I was her, I even envy her sometimes... Maybe a lot of boys like her and not me--- Scratch that, I do not like boys!

But my family dislike me sometimes because I always embarrass them. Shopping, visiting, traveling, etc... I'm always an embarrassment for them.

They call me such names as, "Crybaby", "Annoying", "Stupid".... I just act as if it doesn't bother me... But I always go to my room and cry about it. But I get happy really quick. I have my toys so I can share my problems with them.

But it still sucks.

I want to be born, normal. Sometimes I do things I don't even realize I'm doing... and that disappoints my family.

My sister takes good care of me, but I know she dislikes me very much too. I'm annoying to her and asks her for many things though I am born 5 minutes older than her.

When I was younger, many students at my school would tell me I look like an idiot because of how weird I was dressed. I loved wearing my bright, shiny clothes to school because I thought I looked good in those but at the end of the day, I would always receive bad comments about myself.

I would go cry to my grandma.

My grandma was the only person who truly loved me... She had dementia.. but she was still my caring grandmother. She would always comfort me whenever I cried.. And she did not judge me for having this kind of disorder because she was just like me...

But she passed away 10 months ago and left me all alone with these arrogant people.

"Y/N! Come here, stay in the center." My mom called for me and grabbed my arm and then placed me in the center.

A smile formed on my lips as I see the cake with beautiful candles on it, the lights suddenly went off and everyone sang me a happy birthday song.

I looked at everybody and they told me to blow out the candles... I pointed to the candles, "Blow?" I asked, concerned. They all nodded but I shook my head. "It's gonna burn me to death!" I shouted.

My sister groaned and blew out the candles for me instead. I smile as it was over and then I picked up the fork and started digging in to my cake.

Strawberry cake...

'Halmeoni (Grandma)...'

Strawberry cakes were always grandma's favorite. After a few minutes of being in my feels, a tear ran down my cheeks.

"Yah, why are you crying? It's your birthday!" My mom yelled. I sniffed and lifted my head to look at her. "I miss Halmeoni.." Another tear stream down my face and I turned back around, crying loudly.

Hyo Mun, my twin sister, smacked her lip
and rolled her eyes. "Whatever, just keep eating."

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[Jin's POV]

I am Kim Seokjin, the son of the rich CEO of the Health Community Company. My father is Kim Yong Joon and he is known for his great health tips. My mother is also a CEO of a cooking company and her name is Park Ji Sung. She is known best for her cooking skills and her delicious food. My parents are some of the most famous people in town. I am 25 and its kind of a time to find the one for me. My mom have always scolded me to find a respectful, religious, and kind girl that can take care and help my parents. But those type of girls aren't my type.

I like those childish and playful girls who can take my jokes. I like those who has a mind of a kid, who knows how to make me smile and is cute.

My mother definitely won't like the types of girls I'm rooting for, but she won't say anything bad. She will accept her as a daughter in law.

Other than that, I have no other siblings but myself. It's pretty sad though, I want a sibling sometimes, just so I can play fight sometimes and tell my jokes to them.

Oh wells... I'm also glad I'm the only child.

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[Y/N's POV]

I woke up, only to the sound of birds chirping outside. I looked around with my squinting eyes and finally sat up as I checked my phone.

"Today seems like a good day to run around with my kite..." I smiled and then quickly got off my bed, getting ready.

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"It's so windy!" I yelled out and hold onto my kite as it was in the air. I accidentally dropped my bracelet and I looked down, reaching my hand to it.

And then my other hand that was holding onto my kite suddenly let go--- "No!! My kite!!"

I completely ignored my bracelet that fell and ran after my kite. "Don't go!" I extended my arm. "Kite!--- OWW!!"

I bumped into someone pretty hard to the point we both fell down.... In this awkward position, literally, me on top of him like a hamburger. My eyes were still closed, but I opened them only to see a... Wow!

He was so handsome and good looking...

Oh my gosh.

Am I really on top of a boy?

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Beauty -- To Be Continued.

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