Beauty || Ksj.

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"K-KIM KIM SEOKJIN!" I shout as my tears fall down my cheeks. Jin rushed to me and put his jacket on my shoulders. I hug him as I cried on his chest. He comfort me with a warm hug.

"What did that bastard do to you?" He asks. "He-he.." I stutter my words, not being able to say it as my lump was stuck in my throat. "It's alright. Just breathe for now." He said. Jin carefully help me up. He could see the scratch from the guy in my legs and arms. "Gomawo.. Why did you come out at night?" I said as held his jacket. "Well, i went out because i couldn't sleep. How about you?" He said. I look at him." I couldn't sleep too." "But you shouldn't come at night though." He look at me straight to my eyes. I can tell that he is worrying about me. " I like going out at night. It helps me clear my problems." He got silent and turn his head around. I held his hand and smile. " You don't have to worry about me. I'm fine now." He looked at me and wrap his warm hands to my hands. "Arasso, let me take you home."

He walk me home. As I stare at the door, I see mom and Ha Mun standing with their arms crossed. I looked down in guilt.

"Eomma, is that Y/N? Aishh she went to see guys at night? What a prositude." Ha Mun said it as she glared at me and Jin. As Ha Mun sees me clearly she rush into me and Jin.
"Y/N what are you doing at night? Don't you know that me and Mom is worried about you?" Ha Mun yelled at me but I know Mom and Ha mun don't even care even if I run away the better for them. Jin make excuses for me. 

"Sorry Miss, i just found her in the street so I brought her back home." Ha Mun looks at him and sweetly smile. " Ah~
Kamsahabnida. My name is Kang Ha Mun. What's your name?" Jin smiles back "My name is Kim Seokjin. I'll have to go now. Stay safe y/n." Jin formed a smile. Ha Mun and Jin bow and went home. Jin looks at me and wave. I force a smile and wave back. My hands are still tingling as what happened today.

Ha Mun and my mom took me inside the house. Suddenly a big slap came across my face. My.. Mother just slap me.
"Yah why would you go outside like that? Why did you go outside to see some guys? I should've just put you in an abortion or sell you to some random people. Aish you're such a disgrace to the family." I stare at my mother with her unbelievable words. "Mom....you never love me." I said as I ran to my bedroom and shut the door. I went to my bed and cried all the things I've been through. I pick up the teddy bear and hug the teddy bear. " Mr. Teddy.. why am i born like this? I want to change but i can't." I cried myself to sleep.

I never go outside at night anymore. I don't even want to think about what happen yesterday. I never want to face anybody even people at school. I got more rumors about me at school. Rumors that i went to see guys at night or even gave my body to some random guys. I sit quietly in my desk as i put my head down.

"Oh my gosh, is that your sister? I heard she went out at night with some random dude and gave her body to them, huh?" Karina said, loud enough so I could hear. "Right. Why is she even my sister, I seriously hate her so bad. But you know what? She got slapped pretty hard yesterday by my mom haha she deserve it " Hyo Mun respond back. Ha Mun and that bitch laughing makes me wanna see their big mouth.

I was boiling inside and without realizing I actually stood up and walked over to them.

"Ha Mun-ah, I've never done such a thing as those rumors. You were the one who started them, weren't you?" I spoke.

Ha Mun pushed me to the floor.

"Sure, you can say I did. But it's the truth. You're such an embarrassment, no one wants you at all. Not even mom wants you anymore,  dad left us because of you!"
I get up and I slap her without thinking back and forth. I look at her as the tears fall into my face.
Now everybody is looking at me. Great. I ran outside of the classroom and went to the rooftop. I skipped the whole class hanging out at the rooftop. 

Enjoying the fresh air as I listen to my songs,  I could feel someone getting closer behind me. I look back and Jin was there...wait i'm just imagining it. I shook my head and look again, it wasn't Jin but was my classmate named Lee Soojoon. 

"What are you doing here, in the rooftop?" He asked, hands in pocket as he stared at me so intensely, following behind. "Well I was getting some fresh air."  

"Ahh... Um, Y/N, what happened during class? Seemed like a big deal." He brought the situation up. "Nothing much... Just problems between us sisters. But.. Have you heard about the rumors? About me?" My eyes suddenly glared at the ground.

He looked at me weirdly. "Yeah, I heard." 

I sighed, dropping my shoulders.

"But I don't believe them."

I turned the right side, where he was standing, I smiled. "Really..?" He nodded. 

I was relieved. Relieved that even one person doesn't believe the rumors. I'm glad that there's still people like him. 

"Let's head to class, shall we?" He asked. "Well... You can go first, I'll stay for a bit." We exchanged smiles and he left. I stayed for awhile and head down then went on my way home.

"Y/N!" That voice was already familiar voice called me so I turned and a big smile appeared on my face. "Waeyo? What's up?" I said as he sprinted over to me. It was Jin! That suddenly brighten up my mood.

 His hands laid on my shoulder. "My sister also attend this school." "Ah, really? What's her--"

"Oppa!" A girl appeared and threw herself to Jin. They both hugged and I smiled. "Y/N, this is my sister, Kim Eun Byul." 

"Hi, Eun Byul, I'm Y/N!" I extended my hand out, however, she gave me a disgusting face. "Oppa, I heard that this girl went out late at night and had sex with some guys... What a disgusting-- ugh, oppa don't go near her." 

After hearing so, my handshake suddenly turned to a fist. "I never did anything like that." I sighed and shut my eyes. "Whatever... I'll just get going." 

"Y/N! Y/N!" 

"Oppa, no! She's disgusting!"

Today was enough. I can't bare anymore pain. Suddenly a hand touched mines. Before knowing, I was pulled in a hug.

"It's fine... I don't believe those rumors okay? Because I was there." I should be smiling right now, I should be happy that he trust me, but I broke down and cried. 

"Okay.. But, Jin you should get back to your sister--" "And I'm sorry about my sister's behavior earlier too..." 

I shook my head. "It's fine." 

"Want one?" He showed a lollipop. I smiled and snatched it. "Mine now, hehe." I opened it and placed it in my mouth. 

"Have a good night, okay? Don't think too much." He ruffled my hair and turned around then left. 

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THANKS FOR READING - Yersee <3