Lauren's pov : lauren sweetheart dinner is ready my mom yelled ,coming i yelled . I jogged downstairs and ate dinner .I felt so guilty for packing on so many calories .I ran to my bathroom and purged . Then i brushed my teeth . I decided to listen to believe in me by demi lovato . I had always loved her , i've been a lovatic for many years , all i ever wanted was to meet her and believe in myself . I struggle with selfharm and purging and kids at school made my life a living hell .They would torture me and called me ,fat , ugly,skank.whore,slut, Some would even tell me to go cut and kill myself. I started cutting when i was 9 years old , because my grandmother died it was one of the worst days of my life ,I cried myself to sleep for a month , Thats why i cut , its a struggle for me daily i try so hard to smile but i cant im broken on the inside , Laurens mom pov: I have no idea why my daughter self harms and purges .I want her to be happy not miserable .Im gonna do whatever i can to help her .
