Messy life .

Where it all starts

Chapter 1 .

As i was saying welcome to my life

Im going to tell you basically everything . There is going to be messy parts that will make you cry but hey whats life with out some tears here and there .

But before i go any further i should tell you a little about my family and how i grew up .

I grew up always with parents fighting and wanting to kill each other they were basically only staying together for my brother tyler and me .

That didn't last very long .

But i don't want to go to deep into that because well its personal .

My mom had me and tyler until she kicked tyler out of the house at 11 years old .

We ended up living with my dad after that .

I was scared at first to live with my step mom and my dad but i got used to it .

Skipping all the way to 6th grade

It was about the end of the school year and my mom started to see me mom on the weekends just every other weekend and i would come home on sunday so it wasn't for long until i started taking my best friend out there at the time .

Me and my mom got into yelling fights all the time .

We still got along sometimes

We got a long a lot at the baseball fields

Because i met a boy i though was cute at the time but not so much now

But we dated 6-7 times 😁 yeah thats a lot but only because he kept cheating .

I moved on and basically got to the point where i was bullied because he kept dumping me so i started cutting my self it started with my hips and then lead to my wrist then to my thighs

I thought it took the pain away all it really did was give me freedom for 5 seconds and then it ended . It would fell good at first but then it started to burn and make scars that i had to hide from everybody .