THIRTY ONE

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by noodlebabes

by noodlebabes

Edited
Faiths POV
Both me and jack were crying in our rooms all day.He was a mess over Jessica and I was a mess over him but he loves someone else and I can't change that. Zach convinced me to come downstairs and talk to the others. We were sat on couches when there was a knock at the door I got up and as I opened the door there was a crying jess. She was shaking. "Where's jack" she said. "Upstairs" I replied bluntly

She went upstairs and we heard the sound of his door open. We didn't hear yelling we didn't hear screaming or crying we heard nothing. Then they are down hand in hand. "Me and Jess are back together she was drunk' jack said not even glancing at me.
'But I thought it had been going on since you two got together?' Daniel said and Jess's fave went bright red.
"No it was just one night."

Daniel brushed it off and all the boys were saying how happy they were for the two.
"Yeah I'm happy for you both " I said smiling slightly and Jess's smiled back but jack just ignored it like nothing. They walked out the house and I went back up to my room.

I had a piano in my room the boys let me have one in my room which I'm glad for and I started playing it and singing a song I wrote the other day about jack.

"Go be yourself
On your way
And don't ever look back to check if I'm ok
And don't ever be sad that you chose her instead
Cus I don't want regrets
and I'd rather be rid of it" I started to tear up a bit but I carried on .
" and when you want someone who'll care
Who will know how you feel when you don't wanna share
Who will show you support when you've lost your meaning
Just remember this time when you chose not to be with me
And I've tried to defend how I thought we would play out
I came and confessed that I love you more than she does
So choose me instead oh choose me instead cuz

She's not good enough for you
She's not good enough for you
She won't do the things that I would do
She's not good enough for you

She's not good enough to be
Even half as good as she should be
And I watch you choose her instead of me
And I watch you choose her instead of me

Go, be in love I don't care
But don't ever pretend that we're both unaware
Cause the truth is that you still permit me to be
Close enough that I know that you
Don't want me to leave

And then I remember she's there
And she's been there for weeks
At your side like a stain
And when I see you with her
in your eyes there's a pain
That's trapped you inside like you can't get away

And I tried to defend
how I though we would play out
I came and confessed
That I love you more than she does
Choose me instead oh choose me instead"

I heard a quite applause and I turned and saw jack clapping. "Did you write that" he asked in amazement I nodded my head. "It's amazing" he said I just smiled. "Faith I'm so sorry for what I said I didn't mean it I was just upset and I know that me and Jess are back together and I'm sorry for everything and I know that song is about me" he went up to me and hugged me and I hugged back. He then sat next to me and started playing

'I can't help falling in love with you' on the piano and we started singing.

Faith-"wise men say only fools rush in"
Both- "but I can't help falling in love with you"
He looked over at me and I looked at him as we both leant in . Our lips where about to connect whne I pulled back.
"Faith what's wrong?" He asked
"Jack your with Jess" I said
"I'm sorry faith I don't know what happened" "it's fine" I said and we walked down stairs together. "You to made up now" Zach said I nodded
"yay" Daniel said. I laughed and we all watched a movie and their was a knock at the door."I'll get it" jack said suddenly jack came back in and jess was behind him. Jack looked at me and then sat next to me I was in between Zach and jack and jess sat on jacks lap. He clearly didn't want her to as she was blocking the film view. I rested my head on zachs shoulder as I was tired.

There's a one year difference between us but I see him as my little brother. Jess and jack started making out and I looked at Zach and rolled my eyes and he laughed quietly. I watched the movie and then jess said goodbye to us all. We heard them to making out again then she left. Jack came in a flopped on the couch."thank god she's gone!" He shouted

"thought you loved her" I teased
"I don't know. But I wanted to watch the movie not have her sit on my lap"
"Fair enough"I said
"I'm gonna ring her I'm done" he said. He walked away and we heard him finish with her. He ended the call and we all started celebrating because jack said he hated being with her