How Do I Tell Them?

Chapter One The Beginning..and The Mess

Being a teenager you feel like your floating on air. You feel like you can do whatever you want, when ever you want because you feel like an adult...almost. Parents tell you to stay in school, don't do drugs and don't get pregnant. I always told them I wasn't going to do them things, unprotected sex, drugs. It didn't seem like the life for me. Something I wouldn't be interested in. I always felt above the influence. 

My name is Zoeyonna. This is my story. 

I was laying in my bed, IMing my best friend. She told me about this party. I IMed her, "Hell yeah, let's do it? what time?" She told me it was at 9 'o' clock sharp, I told her I would be there. These types of things I knew my parents wouldn't let me go to. So of course I didn't tell them, I snuck out. This wasn't just any party, this was a high-schooler party, I was an eighth-grader. I was fourteen, but I looked like a fifteen or sixteen year old, I had a nice ass, and decent size boobs, and I was currently single.  I really wanted a relationship, so this was a great opportunity to go to this party. My friends thought I was crazy for wanting to move so fast with a relationship, but I didn't think I was.

Me and my best friend Alyssa arrived at this party, and it looked amazing, I figured it a rich kids house and the parents were gone. I walked in and of course I tried to dress nice. I put on my Black low V-neck Aeropostle shirt with my white tank-top on and some really cute shorts. Then I put on my black and blue Converses.  I flat-ironed my hair and put in my fake green strips of hair. I looked...amazing. Alyssa was wearing a Plain T-Shirt that said 'Yup. I'm Amazing. So Please Don't Stare' and some skinny jeans with her black Converse and curled her hair. She looked amazing too.

When I walked in I seen some beer, Ive had beer but Ive never drunk a whole one to myself. So I did. I figured it wouldn't be that bad. It was actually really good. I seen this guy looking like he was bored and he had a red plastic cup, so it looked like he was drinking too. I walked over to him and introduced myself. "Hi. I'm Zoeyonna." I said in a flirty voice, he was pretty cute. "I'm Kyler." he said in a relieved voice like he was happy someone was paying attention to him. "Are you having fun?" I said in kind of a loud voice. "I guess. Hey, do you wanna go somewhere where we can hear each other?". My heart was pounding he looked about sixteen, maybe fifteen, so I had nothing to worry about. 

We walked on the balcony and I thought to myself, This seems like a great start to a relationship! I wasn't trying to move fast with Kyler. I finished my beer and asked Kyler if he wanted another one. "Yeah, actually, thanks, Z". My heart pounded and I felt like I was blushing, he called me Z! I went inside and grabbed two beers, like it was nothing. I actually felt like an adult. I went back out to Kyler, and he was standing there with a slim, tall blond.

I gave Kyler his beer as he said ,"Hey Zoeyonna. This is one of my friends, Miranda." he said in kind of a nervous voice, "Hi Miranda, I'm Zoeyonna." she gave me a dirty smirk like she knew I did something wrong. I said in my head, Bitch please. The only thing I did wrong was sneak out to come to this party to meet my future boyfriend. But I didn't. "Im, Miranda. Aren't you a little young to be at this party?" Total Bitch. "Last time I checked, you weren't no ones mom here. Am I right?" nothing came out of her mouth. Then all of a sudden, "Speechless?" came out of Kylers mouth. That made me feel alot better. Now I knew he was on my side.

Miranda walked away like she was a boss. Kyler looked at me and said,"What was that about?" in a flirty way,"Well she tried calling me out sooo....", He smiled and asked if I wanted a beer, this would be my third and I was kinda already feeling a buzz, but I said sure. I was bubbling up, I was so happy, ecstatic. Then all of a sudden Alyssa walked up, "Hey, why are you so happy?" she had a guy clinged to her hip, and I knew she was a little drunk. "I met a guy!" I said almost screaming it. "Great me too! I gotta go see you in a little bit!" she said almost dragging her new man on her hip. Kyler was back and he brought me more then a beer, but a beer and a Jack Daniel's shot. So I took them like it wasn't nothing. 

I was starting to feel a little, woozy, so was Kyler. He was trying to get me to go upstairs with him, so I finally gave in. We walked into this room and sat on the bed, he told me he was 17, and he was Mexican/Hawaiian and was a sophomore, and told me a lot about him. I didn't tell him my age, but I told him about me. He leaned closer, and so did I. When our lips touched, a shock went through me, it was finally happening, I had a boyfriend, I thought, maybe this was a one night stand, but I was hoping it was more then that. As our tongues started to touch, his hands ran up and down my back, I had butterflies. I started pulling up my shirt and taking it off, along with my tank top. His pants slowly started to slide down. I was getting worried. I was only fourteen. This couldn't be happening...but it was, and I didn't want it to stop.