big bang

will u

heart beat,fast colors,and promises how to do be brave; how can i love when i am afraid to fall

but watching you stand alone all of my doubt suddenly goes away some how

one step closer

i have died every day waiting for you; darling dont be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years

i love you for a thousand more

time stand still beauty and oh she is i will be brave, i will not let anything take away

but standing it frights of me

every breath every hour has come to this

one step closer

i have died every day waiting for you darling dont be a afraid

i have loved you for a thousand years

i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i will find you

time has brought your heart to

i have loved you for a thousand years

i love you for a thousand more

one step closer

one step closer

i have died every day waiting for you, darling dont be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years

i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i will find you

time has brought your heart to me

i have loved you for a thousand years i love you for a thousand more

jiyong POV~

it was 2am in the morning and i am hearing what should i do? from jang geun suk

i wish that lee chon would know how i really feel about him.

"i hate you lee chon you make me go insane"

"thanks"

oh crap he heard.

"sorry i didnt mean it like that"

"whatever" he got up and took his picture i gave him and threw it at me. and threw both bags at me. "have it back i dont want it"

i got up and pushed him to the bed. "fine be like that" he told me. " if you dont stop i am going to have to hurt you i swear" he was about to slap me but i held his wrist. "stop" he fell to his knees. "sorry" was all he said. "i am so damn sorry for being born a sinner not a singer" he screamed.

"are you fucking real" i screamed.

he stood up and said " i swear, you  damn idiot"

" give me one day and one night to rest" he screamed.

"just one day huh?"

i punched in the stomach but not that hard to do injury's. "IF YOU WANTED TO FUCK IN RID OF ME THEN DO IT YOU....you...you...you......jiyong....i...i....i LOVE YOU!" 

"lee chon!, dont say nonsense you kid"

"i am only 23"

" then start acting like one"

" jiyong" he came closer to me. "stop!" i ran out of the building and ran to my hidding spot at the park where i fell for lee chon.

you make me go insane HE  gives  me so much pain

i wont be back again

my love is pain

every body knows it hurts

you you love pain

i want you back

i cried my last tears today

thinking about the last words you said to me

i used to think my life would end

what you gonna do

what i gotta do

i want to be with you

baby boo i am always thinking about you

you dont love meeeee

i want to be your boyfriend

i i i like the real shit

dream BOY!

cry

every body say no

we roll we roll we roll

all of those words remind me of him.

"what should i do?!"

*******

like

i know you did my amigos

all those words came from songs who ever gets them all right

gets to tell me what kind of book they want me to write

and try to see they're conversation.

see my little trick.

oh and accept you diaura.

love you (wink)

^_~