My Life So Far In This World...

The Dream to Return

I see myself in the most beautifulest dress I've ever seen.  I turn around from looking at a mirror and now I'm looking off an edge of a cliff.  I see "him" looking at me with such innocent eyes but when I walk forward to "him" he points to me and I was being pushed back, trying to fight my way out I'm a child again.

Looking at another mirror I see my mother being beaten by a man that wasn't my father.  My mother is yelling stop! stop! I don't want her to see you like this!  I dropped my toys out of my hand and started crying, acting like I was hurt. My mom ran as fast as she could she grabbed my toys and took me to the car.

I'm now back on the cliff getting closer to the edge when I was so close to falling I closed my eyes for impact. I'm five again I'm in the car and I have a little tiger in my hand it was soft like my puppy that my mom had to go back in for but then I heard "PUT THAT AWAY! NO! NO!  The front door opens seeing my puppy run out the door I see the door slam shut when my mom tried to come out, my car door open, car running with myself not buckled in, my puppy jumps in and struggles to get on the seat with me but I had tears down my face looking for my mom to come out the front door then I hear a shot then my ears start ringing I hear screams for a moment so I squeezed my stuffed tiger harder than ever then I see the door open it was my older sister, and my mom and me not knowing what happened we drove off.

I'm back at the cliff I open my eyes crying seeing that 'he' is looking at me with his head crooked I drop to my knees not being able to breath from what was happening then I blink and just then I was pushed off a cliff that was 127 ft tall raining outside the water drop hit my eyes (picture above) then everything goes black.