Mr. Paul << LP

A rant

Hey guys🙃 I REALLY need someone to rant to so hi! Okay so I just got back from a trip with a lot of my friends and There's this guy I really like. Like "a lot". He's like so perfect for me!! Okay I have REALLY curly hair and guess what so does he. I'm a really goofy spirited person and so is he and on the trip we were even wearing matching pants. Like what is this!! Also I am athletic and he is an athlete andddd I'm kinda tall and he's realllyy talll. Ughh and he would like get in my face during the games we would play and stuff and in every picture our group took together he got beside me. Like I'm so not okay. Oh and to make things better I have almost every single class with him because we are honors. But the sad thing is he has a girlfriend. I have had a small crush on him since like 8th GRADEE! But he never notices me other than a friend and I just don't know how to feel🙃. Like him and his girlfriend are so happy and when she's around it's like he's scared to talk to me because when we say anything she like death stares us. And don't get me wrong she's really nice but you know. Ughh. Like we used to text just a little in like middle school but after I got the jist that he didn't like me (or at least I think he didn't ) I just stopped texting him. I just needed to tell someone cause I could NEVER tell my friends I liked him because I'm really good at hiding it and NO ONE knows it. Not even my imaginary friend🤣 Okay rant over I'm so bent🙁