What up my little puppy's XD.
This is something I felt like was fun. People say I can't be a writer because images terrible at it, but I say eat my shorts. I'm a little weird so you might see a lot of weird words like dipshit and fucktard and ect. Now I'm gonna let you awesome people know I wont be able to upload on the regular do to the fact I have to go to the library to write so sowy : (. So ya im gonna more then likely have some errors um.. and hope you enjoy!!!!.the song for this chapter is " you're going down " by sick puppies
Alexandria's point of view
"The fuck is wrong with you ass whole , stay the fuck down. But knowing me I couldn't even move from the numb feeling of my body on the floor as I see blood and felt the bruises on my body and I no he won't stop till I have cried out in pain but I wont give him the satisfaction of me in pain because I know that he'll do worse. Either he'll get bored or get tired sooner or later.
" YOUR A FUCKING MISTAKE YOU ASS WHOLE. ITS YOUR FAULT SHE DIED IN THE CAR ACCIDENT YOU PIECE OF SHIT, ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT." my dad kept saying as he picked me up , and throws me into the wall then leaves. I painfully managed to crawl to my bed and cry my self to sleep .
Your a fucking mistake... its your fault she died in the car accident .... its your fucking fault and you no it so....
Why should I live my life if I toke away my mom's life
~~~FLASHBACK~~~~
"Hi honey did you have a good time at Sterlings sleep over Alex." asked my mom.
It started raining hard as we left my friends house, which is the kind of weather she hated driving in.
"Yes we ate a lot and listen to music and she loves the same music as me and it was awesome." I said still hyper from the sweets i ate.
She laughed and turned on the radio and smooth came on as I was singing my heart out with her.
give me ur heart, make it real or else forget about it.
But right when the song ended a huge pick up truck or semi, was swerving on the road when my mom an I finally noticed, it was to late the truck smashed into the car and all I heard was one single scream knowing it was my mom.
All of a sudden I felt a sharp painful stab in my side. It wasn't till May 20th , 2006 at 9:24 pm that I realized I had lost my mother to deaths cold hands.
~ END OF FLASHBACK ~
It was my fault. If I wasn't singing would she still be here wit me ? If I didn't beg her to let me go to the sleep over would she be peacefully asleep in our old home? Of course she would because it was all my fault so my dad was right. It was my fault she's gone.
I need to stop blaming my self but it's hard not to with the constant flashbacks and Earl.
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※Ya I no it's a half filler and it sucks but I promise ill try my best to make it better OK bye my little puppys. plz tell me Wat u think and I think I might suggest a song each chapter it's up to u guys
~Alpha Luna
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Trust or Dream
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