so before i start i'm just gonna say a couple things. first of all i don't have automatic capitalization on so i'll probably have a lot of punctuation errors. second of all i'm going to put a aesthetic picture that i like before every chapter. third of all i'll try to update everyday. and finally i'm changing names of the people but almost everything will be true and have happened to me. so enjoy reading my life.
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Friday, February 23
day 1:
Today is already shit, which isn't meaning it's like 8 in the morning because it's 2:47pm but i already hate this day. so it's friday, february 23 and i haven't gone to school one day out of the week. doesn't mean i didn't go for five days straight because we were on winter brake and went back tuesday. does a 4 day weekend even count as a brake? i don't know but anyways i didn't go to school because i was sick the entire "brake" plus wednesday (side-note i only know how to spell wednesday fast because i sound it out wed-nes-day) night or i guess thursday morning i woke up exactly at 3am because i kicked a sign off my bed. by the way there were signs on my bed because i took everything on my walls off because were repainting or i may just move my room downstairs. but anyways i kicked off a sign and my dad came in my bedroom and asked what that was. it was confusing because he couldn't have woken up and came to my room that fast. but anyways i went back to bed and my mom woke me up at 3 somethin and straight up told me my grandma jude had passed away. first of all i thought i was tripping before tears came down from my eyes. so i guess my dad was up to go to my grandpa but didn't tell me, hm. so anyways besides my grandma passing away there more to this shit day on this shit week. so there's this boy, not just any boy, but danny jones he's something all right. so i met him 2 years ago in september sometime. so there's this bipolar raging bitch named katie brown that only like 3 people like. so back then she wasn't as much- well she was sorta normal. so anyways i met her during my 5th grade summer which was her 6th grade summer and she was dating danny. i had never met him so i didn't really care about him. well katie was a mess and had like 50 followers on instagram and i was younger and already had like 900 ( i have 1487 now) so i redid her instagram and helped her get more followers, well stormi and i did. stormi is my forever bestfriend, i have two, her and alexis. stormi and i met when i was two and she was three on greenway circle on my birthday. so bestfriends for 11 years and 4 months. and alexis and i have known each other for 2 years and she moved to arizona but still comes down. but anyways after awhile of being friends with katie she decided i should text danny in september and pretend to be "his stalker" so i did. it was funny but then i just stopped texting him, well for awhile at least. they broke up like a week later and katie wouldn't talk to anyone so i texted him and asked him why they broke up. he told me then we just kept talking. after awhile of that we decided to hangout, and that was in like october. we decided to hangout at a youth group which we did for awhile. in december we decided we liked each other and dated for a month or two, which resulted in katie hating me, which still is on and off of her hating me. well danny and i broke up but have been best friends since then. also we've had things on and off since then plus makeout sessions but haven't dated since then. so anyways let me get back on with why my week is shit. so danny is freaking talking to his ex girlfriend, madison. ughhhhhghhh and i like him sos sos osksksosososksoso much. but we've talked about it and he doesn't know what to do.
i.never.get.what.i.want.
anyways my bestfriend stormi is also really good friends with madison which i mean ew. but i wanted to hangout with stormi today because obviously i'm going through a hard time and we had plans and she literally texted me saying
"Hey soooo I totally forgot I made plans with madison so can we take a rain check for tm?"
and i said
"serious?"
and she didn't reply.
well i guess we'll just see how the rest of the day goes, ttyl.
p.s i feel obligated to tell you my name which is Constance. (maybe)
