Emotions

Forgiveness

Months of past you Yellit yourself every night "why did I do what I did!" Knowing it's your fault. That "special" person your "sibling" Cesar pain they give pity. They "forgive" you. Do you deserve it? Not at all. You know it too. You question yourself every moment of every day "are we really friends again?" Anytime you bring it up they reassure you the answer is yes. But something, something in the back your head keeps telling you "no". You enlist the help of people who don't need to be involved to help find your answer what you have but use that to believe. We come back to you with answers of "yes your ok" but you still don't believe them. They say you're ok but then you come to the realization that you're the one who thinks it's not ok.