Do you think living with depression is something that you want? No. It's like living in hell. It's a feeling that only a few really understand. People who just say it's just another form of sadness, well then you're just stuck up. Being depressed is something that happens over a course of time. It just doesn't hit you in the face, unless you seek attention. I don't seek attention, Depression came as slow as a snail moving. I wanted to help myself, then I realized what help was really like. Torture for being human. So what still don't believe me? You think cutting is just for attention. Fuck off then. When you hit the final stages of depression, you realize that nothing makes you happy anymore. Resulting in cutting. It does relieve stress if your tense enough and you have nothing left to live for. The blood flowing down the arms or legs just is amusement to me. And with depression I just want to end it all, the suffering. I cry myself to sleep because nothing makes me happy. I try to surround myself with happiness but it like putting on a filter. So that's what it's like living with depression. Sadness is a feeling everyone gets, depression is for the strong ones that call themselves weak, the people that don't want attention, and just want to die.
