Honestly ✔

that

H

I told you that i'd think about it
but instead of leaving me alone
to think,

You sat in my living room like
we're friends again.

You've been coming here almost
everyday.

Is this your way to make me
accept you back in my life again?

Gaining back the trust is not easy,
Yoongi.

If it was, i would have been with you
again the day you said those words to
me.

Do you think that we'll work again?

Do you think that we'll be inlove again?

Are you sure that you want this?

Are you sure that you're inlove with me
or maybe you're inlove with the feelings
of being with me?

The actual question is, why did you even
come back after hurting me and expect
me to accept you back in my life just by
flirting your way in?

Yoongi,

Why are you doing this to me?

🍃

Y

Jimin told me to just forget about you
but i can't just do that when i'm inlove
with you, Hoseok.

Thats not as easy as counting to three.

I don't want to see you with another
person, being happy and all while i hurt
you instead when i was clearly inlove with
you.

I was an idiot to you.

You might be asking yourself, why am i
doing this? Whats the purpose of coming
back to you after hurting you?

The answer is that, i can't stop thinking
about you even when i try to.

Jimin objected me being back to you.

It was his plan for me to play with your
feelings, but also because of him, i fell for
you real hard.

No matter how hard it is for you to accept
me back into your life, i just want to be here
with you everyday.

I want to make things right, Hoseok.

I want to do the shit we did when we first dated
where all i could think of was the plan on playing
your feelings.

I felt guilty of doing it.

I want to do everything we ever did for real now.

I just want us, to be us.