I Didn't Think....

Have you ever thought?

Have you ever thought to yourself, "what's it like to be dead?" well I have. and I am. it's not fun.

Years before;

I was laying in bed and thinking to myself, where do you go when you're dead? what's it feel like to die? How do you die?"

These questions I used to think about often. I used to say to my self, "oh when you're old and about to die your self, have the questions in your head." I never thought that time would come up so quickly.

I mean you you get it right? you're a little kid not even a teen yet, and you don't know anything about what the after life is. Well if you end up like me, those arnt the things you will be thinking of. now I think to myself, "How am I supposed to move on? When am I going to move on? Am I going to Heaven or Hell?