Falling Between Two || YoonMinKook

Six

This ain't a flashback anymore. This is where the drama begins. I suck at writing so please don't expect too much.

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Jimin's POV

"Hyung." I was currently in a situation that I don't know what to do. I can feel his stares at me piercing to my soul. His eyes were very cold, it has no emotions while looking at me. He doesn't speak and just stand there looking low at me.

"Hyung." My breathe shortens when I said that word. I can feel the dryness of my throat. I can feel the chills running down my spine and my heart beating so fast out of nervousness.

"What?" His voice were also cold. He sounded bored. I stood there not knowing what to say. How did I get in this situation again?

Well I, being stupid, ask Yoongi hyung for a minute. I don't really get why he was avoiding me for the past few days. He literally turns his back on me when I tried to approach him or even talk to him. I admit I was hurt. Why is he like that?

"Are you not gonna say something?" He said as I bit my lips. "You're wasting my time." He said impatiently. I want to ask what's wrong with him. I want to ask why is he avoiding me. I want to tell him I am hurt.

He sighed and rolled his eyes. Slowly, he went away. I just look at his back fading away as he get farther. I dropped into my knees and silently sobbed. I hugged my knees and curled my self into a ball. I feel very small and vulnerable right now.

I can feel the cold wind touching my skin. I am at the balcony this late evening crying my heart out. I thought we were okay? I thought he loves me. But I think I guessed wrong. He maybe pitied me because I was hurt because of Jungkook ang Taehyung. Maybe he really does want to help me but he doesn't love me. Maybe it was pity who push him to comfort me. I cried harder when I think of those things. Why am I hurting when I am not sure what is my feelings for you?

I heard footsteps behind me and I felt someone's presence took a sit beside me. I was hanging my head low so I can't see him but I know who is he. Just by his presence I can guessed him correctly. I guess that's how I love him. I already know everything about him.

"What are you doing here? It's cold." He said and I felt a blanket being wrapped around me. I lifted my head and saw Jungkook staring at me with worried eyes. I diverted my eyes to somewhere.

"Did Yoongi hyung dumped you?" I glared at him after he said that. He raised his hands in the air signalling that it's not what he meant. "What happened?"

I didn't speak. I didn't replied. He must have notice that I don't want to talk to anyone so we just sat there looking at the sky that is filled with stars.

"Yoongi hyung he..." I started. He looked at me like he was telling me to go on. "..he was avoiding me this past few days. He always turn his back on me." I sighed. I shouldn't tell this to Jungkook whom I have feelings for but I want to let it out.

"Why?" He ask confused.

"I don't know. He just started to ignore me." I pouted as I think of what was Yoongi hyung's behaviour.

"Hmm." He just nod. I feel like there is something he wants to talk about but he's preventing himself to open a topic.

"Go on." I said. He looked at me like he don't know what I'm saying. "I know there's something you want to tell me so go on. Let's be serious."

"I....I'm sorry." He said in an almost whisper voice. "I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for not caring about what you feel."

"It's okay." I said but a tear slipped out of my eye. I remembered all of my efforts for him that he doesn't give attention.

"Actually, last week...." He stopped like he was nervous to say something. What happened last week was so awkward for us. "I'm sorry for acting like that. I'm sorry for kissing you, I guess my feelings controlled me and also, I was jealous. I was jealous of you and Yoongi hyung. Just thinking of you two together broke my heart."

I was shocked from the sudden confession. His voice were soft and sweet and I noticed his tears falling down to his cheeks. He looks really hurt right now.

"I...I'm--" He placed a finger on my lips and smiled sadly.

"Listen to me Jimin hyung, hmm?" He said and continued. "I really like you hyung. Ever since we were trainees, I felt something different for you. I was still young back then that's why I ignored it. That's why I chose to ignore your affection towards me. I never felt that before with a guy and so I'm scared. I chose to stay close to Taehyung hyung so this giddy feelings would go away but I'm wrong. When I see you smile,laugh or giggle, I smiled too. When I see you getting hurt because of me, I get hurt too but I'm scared. What if you're just playing with me? What if you only did that because I'm the maknae?"

He was sobbing ad I cupped his dace and wiped his tears. I brought him to a tight hug.

"I am a coward hyung. I'm sorry. I let go of you and I thought that you would come back running to me but I was wrong. You never came back. You run off to someone else arms and that was Yoongi hyung. When I saw you two getting along, I regretted all my desicions. I'm sorry hyung. I'm sorry I hurted you." He hugged me back tightly. By now, he was crying hard and holding me like a kid who doesn't want to get lost.

"It's okay Kookie. I forgive you at least you have Taehyung now. Be happy with him okay? I wish you--" I was caressing his hair when he broke the hug.

"Taehyung and I were not a thing. We were just playing around with all of you. He's with Hoseok hyung." My eyes widened. They were not dating?!

"I'm sorry hyung. All I can say is sorry. But please hyung, can you give me a chance?"

I raised my eyebrow signalling I was getting confused of what he's saying.

"I love you Jimin hyung. Can you give me a chance to prove my love for you?"

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Yoongi's POV

"I love you Jimin hyung. Can you give me a chance to prove my love for you?"

I was watching them from afar. I left Jimin because I know I could not hold my feelings and kiss him. I saw how Jungkook kissed him last week and he kissed back. My heart was shattered into pieces when I witnessed that scene. I knew from the very start that I will lose this fight but I ignored it.

Now, I'm wishing that Jimin would say no and tell him that he loves me but who am I kidding right? I know Jimin never loves me. He never look at me like how he look at Jungkook with glistening eyes. He never look at me beyond a hyung for him.

But I always look at him far from a dongsaeng. I was the loser from the beginning. I know Jimin loves Jungkook and I know Jungkook loves him but I interfere with their relationship. I let my self become a third wheel for them.

Now look at me, crying hard as I watch them hug.

I know I will lose this fight but I chose to stay and fight for my feelings. But I knew it was never enough. It was never enough to make Jimin mine. And so from this day forward I will let him go.

I lose the fight Jiminie. I hope you would be happy with him. Always take care and always remember, I love you.

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Wahhhh!! I don't know if this is enough to make you cry but I tried.  I like it to be dramatic.

Thank youuu so so much for the reads! Omggg and also for the votes! You made me really happy. Thank uuuu mwuah!

Also, this will be the last voting for the two ships. I will sum up all the votes and make an ending. 

(Last voting: Jikook or Yoonmin)

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