Falling For The Bad Boy

The Worst Change Ever

-Jazzys POV-

We all sat there, Caitlin and me were both crying, even though shes not my mother, it still hurt me having to see Caitlin deal with this

-Caitlins POV-

I'm so scared, I just can't stop crying, Suga wrapped his arms around me, i rested my head on his shoulder. It was silent until Jin decided to break it.

Jin:''um, I know it probably isn't the right time to ask, but are you two dating?''

Suga:''At this point in time, we don't know, we're just really close friends''

V:''WHAT FRIENDS HAVE A MAKE OUT SESSION!''

before suga could say anything, J-Hope hit him around the head

Jungkook:''V! SHUT UP, caitlin don't wanna hear you going on''

After roughly 3 hours of waiting, the nurse opened the door. With tears in her eyes.

Nurse:''Caitlin, I'm sorry. She didn't make it''

No...NOOOO! i ran into the hospital room, and saw her lying there like a statue..Not a sound coming out of her mouth. I screamed and cried harder than I've ever cried before.

Caitlin:''MOM YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME, PLEASE'' I hugged her so hard. Suga ran in and hugged me, bawling his eyes out.

Suga:''I'm so so sorry caitlin''

I eventually let go of her and hugged suga, still crying. He picked me up and he walked out of the hospital room, everyone else was crying. I couldn't believe this, that this as all happend in the course of a day.

Suga:''Where do you want to go?''

Caitlin:''H-Home, i need to see it''

We called another taxi, and went back to my house...

When we arrived, the cops were there.

Cop:''Oh you must be her daughter. I'm so so sorry for your loss.'' She said as she hugged me.

Cop:''We've cleaned up your house, there's something on her bed addressed to you though, we haven't opened it of course. You'll be fine miss Kang.''

She got in her car and drove off. It was just me and suga, the rest of the group stayed in the car, suga insisted on coming with me. We opened the door and it was so clean, everything was back in its place, all the bottles were gone, and it didn't smell like alcohol. The cop said  theres something on her bed for me, so we went upstairs and into her room, i held back more tears. I saw a note on her bed, it was quite big, i picked it up and sat on her bed and read it:

''Dear Caitlin,

I'm sorry i wasn't the mother you wanted, I'm sorry I drank all the time, I'm sorry I hit you when I got angry. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me the most. I know you miss your dad, but it's better that he's gone. I can feel by bones getting weaker every day, I won't last much longer, I'm sorry. But promise me, when i leave, you won't cry over me, you are stronger than that, you have better things to do, don't end up like me, I don't have any money to give you, therefore you have no money to pay rent, I hope you can find somewhere to live, However I want you to take my jewels and photos. Take care my beautiful angel, I'm sorry

                                                                                                                               -Lots Of Love Mom''

I finished reading the note, I looked up and saw suga with tears in his eyes, holding the things she wanted me to take, all of her photos of when I was a baby and when she was sober. This hurt me even more.

-Sugas POV-

Oh god, she can't afford to live here, I feel so sorry for her. I can't believe myself, I bullied her, trying to make her feel bad about herself, and her mom was already abusing her enough. I hate myself, i started to cry even more.

Suga:''I'm sorry, for bullying you, even when you were going  through all of this, i wish i would of known''

Caitlin:''It's alright.. I forgive you''

Suga:''If you want, you can live with me..''

Caitlin:''aww if you don't mind''

Suga:''Of course I don't'' I said as i pulled her in for a kiss.

After a few hours of crying and packing her stuff, we finally drove to my house...