"You came to me unexpectedly, you smiled at me like there was no problems in the world.
Your smile made me think it was going to be alright.
But what is alright? Alright is satisfactory but not especially good; acceptable.
Was my life alright? No, not one bit.
You told me I was pretty, and that was better than saying I was beautiful. That would be a lie.
But even at the age of 10 you lied to me. But what is lie?
Lie is an intentionally false statement.
You lied to me, 'you'll be with me till college, maybe even then we'll still be together.' Those were your words.
We were in high school when you decided to leave.
You calmed my demons, you awakened my true feeling.
When you left you took that aswell." Sniffs.
"Maybe faith wanted me to be alone?
But alone means no company, having no one else present.
If faith wanted me to be alone, why did I have bullies?
Why couldn't I be the freaky girl alone?" Sigh.
"Well, here is how my life went down hill.
How everything changed.
How one boy changed my life for the better and for the worst.
These are 10 reasons why I decided to end my terrible life." Shifts in chair to get comfortable.
"It all started at La Push..."