Hi, it's me Kyle
So i guess you're all thinking why i'm not updating much more again and again
It's just that, i'm suffering in depression nowadays and sometimes not
Like, bullies everywhere in school, crying every time & locking myself in my room & cubicle in school where i always hide and cry
But when i just want to calm down and cry to myself alone, they kept pushing me around making my life more miserable and i almost want to jump on high places or fall myself on stairs thinking anyone will stop me when i can't....
I tried to be happy when i am alone which i was at a times when i'm doing things alone or being myself
I'm happy until now when i got suddenly slapped by that woman i hate so much (not my mom, nor my sisters but my eldest cousin) but i just let it go and trying not to cry, well i just punched a wall a little and even the pillow on the couch until my anger is gone
I'm fine, still fine *smiles* I'm still finding happiness though, even what happened on Friday (a classmate of mine shouted at me and yet again....i cried and hid) i'm not going to school for 3 days if that's going to make me feel better
I can still even smile through pain and i'm still able to do it so
Yet because i was BRAVE when i tried so i am still going to be a BRAVE person they all knew, you all knew
I am Kyle, ready for new restart and happiness
Thanks for understanding
See yah! I don't really know when to actually update my books so i'm so sorry, i really am
😊😁😃
