The Story of Us

Chapter 1

Katherine’s POV

My lifeless body lays across my comforting queen size bed. I bury my head into my pillow and drown in my salty tears. Why hasn’t she answered? This is probably the fifth time I’ve called her.. I need to talk. When I am directed to voicemail, yet again, I hang up and make my way on to Kik desperately hoping for a reply.

Monae? I can’t get him out of my mind. Just thinking about him makes me cry…

I watch the message until the D  turns to R. Finally, she’s read it. A small weight of loneliness escapes my damaged and dark soul.

Are you okay ? I’m sorry I missed your calls … My moms asleep .. She replies.

I’m just hurt and crying. How could Jason do this to me? He had me fooled …

Yeah , he’s an ass . Don’t cry over him . He’s not worth it. She’s right, he’s not. But I thought he actually felt something for me. What did all that flirting mean to him? Nothing? I thought it was something…

But I can’t help it. I thought he was the one. But I’m nothing to him.

Stop being so dramatic … How can she be so unsympathetic? She doesn’t know how it feels to have her heart ripped out and stomped on … I do. I was never the girl anyone wanted to be theirs. I just wish for once she could enter into my point of view and see the horrid things I’ve seen when it came to love.

I’m sorry. It’s hard … I reply, tears threatening to spill down my cheeks again.

I know it’s hard but you can get through it. He isn’t worth it. He never was. You’re perfect. He’s really dumb for not taking the opportunity.

I’ll try… I reply even though all the strength and faith that is held inside of me is slowly slipping away every second I remained conscious.  

Good :)

Even though my life has lots of downs, one of the very few things I’m thankful for is Monae. Even though we may not see eye to eye at times I’m glad that she came into my life. When the demonic voice enters through the gates of my thoughts telling me to give up,  Monae’s words of strength come swooping in like a superhero to defeat the voices that pressure me into a dark state. At this point, I really just want to give up but I can’t because Monae wants the best for me and believes that one day I will be content with my life. So giving up wasn’t really an option for me.

Before I have the chance to reply she sends another message.  UGHHHHH !!

Lol what’s wrong?

Luke is bothering me againnnn >.>  Luke.. Her ex boyfriend. She broke up with him months ago… Being in math with him was really a pain in the ass at times. I didn’t really know him well, but I have to admit he is a little bit funny and sort of cute.