Further Under The Duvet

Entry No.6

December 19, 2017

I'm in love with him. Still am. Will always be.

I just don't know how to stop. I wanted this to vanish. Like how alcohol evaporates to thin air.

But it doesn't work that way.

And I guess it will never be.

I'm whipped.

And I rea—

My fingers hovered over the keyboard as I heard three abrupt knocks.

"Sabina?"

I pushed my swivel chair away from my working table by planting my feet at the leg of the table. I grabbed my life-sized teddy bear along with me and hugged it tightly - not wanting to let go.

"Sab?"

Three knocks. Again.

"Your boyfriend is waiting for you downstairs."

Tears prickled from my eyes and threatened to fall. I pushed them away with the back of my hand and let out a bitter laugh.

Boyfriend?

Wow.

So, he really had the guts to tell my sister that he's my boyfriend after telling me that we were never together?

"Sab—"

"Tell him to leave. He was never mine in the first place."