12:37 am
i read , i was gonna have one of those nights. not being able to sleep, late thoughts, that typa stuff. the thing thats preventing me from falling asleep is stanley uris. yep , stanley uris. gosh , i fall in love with him more and more everyday. he is a gorgeous boy, with an amazing , unique personality. just hearing his name makes my heart pound out of my chest . i smile at the thought, but crosses my mind that he will never feel the same. i toss and turn around my bed . i start thinking to myself 'he only see's you as a bestfriend ... nothing more' i start crying immediately, its true tho. i hate him only seeing me as a bestfriend. . .
time skip
ughh, its been an hour and im still here thinking of ... him. but was soon interrupted as i heard knocking at my window. i slowly remove myself from my bed and walk over to see the boy who i love and adore . he gives me the signal
to open my window, so i do. 'stan, its about to be 2 in the morning!? what are you doing here??' i whisper yell. i could tell something was wrong, it looked like he was crying. my face soften. 'hey are you okay...?' i ask softly , he only collapses in my arms sobbing . my
eyes widened and wrap my arms around him, comforting him not saying a word . i bring him to my bed and let him cry in my chest. it broke my heart seeing him so sad...
he eventually calms down after 30 min. and looks me in the eyes , but looks away quickly. ' do you wanna talk about it?' i ask, he nods .
stanley's pov~
she is so beautiful. it was crazy ... i just admire her gorgeous features. and eventually give in. ' y/n.... look .... im here to be honest with you about my feelings' i say nervously. she slowly nods her head . ' these past few nights have been tough. i am in love with this amazing girl. she's absolutely stunning, smart, unique, everything i want in a person...' i start off
y/n's pov~~~
when he said that , my heart crumbled. i look away with tears falling in my cheeks but quickly wiped them away and let him speak . ' but the thing is, i know she will never feel the same way. im so in love with her its crazy! i never felt this type of way with anyone else . the sad thing is ... she probably only see's me as a bestfriend' he says with tears brimming his eyes again. my eyes widened, 'was he talking about me?' i ask myself in my head. ' what im trying to say is ... i' he pauses ' i love you y/n.' he admits . my heart fluttered. i feel butterflies in my stomach, fireworks blowing up in my body. i smile like an idiot not knowing what to say, so i lean in kiss him .
stan's pov~~~
i feel her lips on mine, i resist, but kiss her back , fondling her cheeks. we stay like this for a few minutes, but pull away to take a breath. ' im happy to hear that, i love you too stanley' she says softly . i smile and kiss her once more. ' i always have , i felt the same way before you came here, i was thinking the EXACT same thing!' she says . ' well , not anymore . so , will you possibly want to be my girlfriend?' i ask , she smiles and nods. 'of course .' she responds . she cuddles up onto my chest and rests her eyes . ' goodnight y/n , i love you so much' i say kissing her forehead . ' i love you more' she argues . 'impossible' i argue back . 'possible' was the last thing she said before she drifted off to sleep. i smile and let her slide this time and fall into a deep
sleep with those words repeating in my head .....
~~~ ive been writing sad ones jesus babahah . but here you go :) THIS SUCKED ASS BTW IM SORRY
