// Chap 4 //

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I stared at Mrs.Park.

" well... I , umm , have to go " I said smiling nervously.

" You're welcome coming here any time you want , Michelle "

I walked down the streets with my hands in my pockets and my head down it was barely raining and the sun was shining a bit.

I walked down the sidewalk as the car passed really fast

What happen if I just jump in front of a car right now ? I mean like no one would even noticed I'm gone.

I kept walking and turn to the corner to the next sidewalk.

by far I could see the fake barbies in a car

" heyyyyy bitch"

" lil nerd so lonely huh ? "

the blonde who punched me earlier speed fast making the puddle splash all over me. when the water barely touched me I gasped loudly and they all laughed.

" later bitch ! " they all said as they left

I kept walking trying to head home and I'm all soak and went.

once I made it through my drive way I took out my keys.

my home is quiet small. it has 3 rooms , a living room , small kitchen , and 2 bathrooms.

I slightly open the door afraid of making any noise

I slowly closed the door and locked it I turned around and faced me aunt.

" where have you been slut you were supposed to be here 25 minutes earlier ! "

" I'm sorr-

" shut up and go to your room slut " she said as she slapped me.

my cheek stung and my tears over it made it stung more.

as I entered my room I went to sit across the room and started on my homework.

my eyes became heavy and I fell asleep in the floor.

the next day (Tuesday)

6:00 am

my alarm began to beep like crazy

and my vision was hazy

and my mind was lazy.

I took a warm, hot shower. I spread lavender shampoo all over my long brown hair which reach to my waist.

I stepped out the shower and wrapped my body around a towel.

I putted on my underwear and bra and I started at the mirror

mirror, don't you know what you're showing me is killing me ?

I stared at my thighs all cover with bruises and flaws.

and my stomach cover with scratches

and my wrists with scars.

it hurts to stared at mirror.

I slowly put on jeans and a red shirt

I brushed my teeth and brushed again because of my braces

I swung my backpack over my shoulder and put on my nerdy glasses.

I'm living through hell.. its a circle of life full of sadness for me

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