jeojang my ass || me

POETRY. insp: "beautiful" -wanna one

poem type: normal

sometimes i wonder if my small letter
reaches into your heart like the fast wind;
i'm not selfish but i want your emotions to get better
your smile be again like a kid's.

i wonder why we fell apart, am i not good enough
i thought we were okay, why do you think it is not?;
i happened to be passing by, you're with someone i'm not
i reminisced and i cried; for me it was really rough.

i guess it's just hard for me to move on
surprising, isn't it? to many this is a turn off;
this is harder than bleaching hair to platinum blonde
what am i saying again? i'm sorry i feel too gruff.

i have my last lucky coin, you somehow gave it to me
but instead of being selfish, instead i'll be selfless;
wishing well, i wish my love to be happy
as i toss it down, i hope it won't be useless.