IDK just kinda some random things

Where Do You Go When You Are Alone?

Where do you go when you're all alone?

When everything is barren and nowhere is home?

Without being pulled, without being pushed

Without being torn, a place to just stitch

A place to stich what pain and people tore

A place to stitch the flesh you tore yourself

The flesh of yours you ripped

The reason you ripped when you have simply wanted to quit

You want to rip at your flesh and hair

Why?

Because you've had everything else ripped from you

You're old life, those close, you feelings, yourself

As you sit there and scream

As you sit there and cry

You are somehow silent

For it is all inside

I know how you are

I know where you've been

As I write this

It is all from within

I will sit there and cry

I lock myself inside

I will suffer in silence

Though all this shit and torment

So mother, as that day draws near

The day where your stone cold body gains warmth

Warmth from the flame that will engulf and dance over your body

I ask that very question

Where am I to go where I am all alone?

Everywhere seems barren and nowhere feels like home

I do get pulled, I do get pushed

I do get torn and I just want to stitch

Stitch up what I've done and what those have done to me

The rips that I have caused when I myself wanted to quit

To quit because of what has been ripped away from me

My old life, those close, my feelings, myself

I sit here and scream

I sit here and cry

Both in silence and inside

I wish you were here to help me with why

By Kayleigh Braiden

AN

sooooooooo..... Yeah... i actually decided to try my hand at poetry because why not I guess. As of writing this my mothers funeral is in just over three days and i had lost her to cancer. to those who know me in person i'm sorry you found out this way and just know i was likely gonna tell you in person and will explain in more detail about this in person.

for those who do follow and read what i put out, sorry about being seemingly dead myself, I've again had a lot of shit going down but ummmmmm..... I AM ALIVE BITCHES!!!!! got no idea if i will go back to writing regularly (or at least somewhat) due to everything going on but i will likely keep writing to this book to vent and all that kinda shit to act as a sort of coping mechanism so this is kinda more for me than you guys, sorry... but i have published this so that maybe someone somewhere will find comfort that someone is going though something similar or doing worse then them.

anyway, i hope anyone who did take the time to read all of this at least found this interesting and maybe enjoyed it? idk.... hope all you men, women, both, neither, (attack helicopter) whoever or whatever you are, I hope you have a wonderful day/evening and i also hope that if you are going through any shit that you can get through it and that what I put out might help distract you from it or somehow actually help, anyway see ya around. maybe..... hopefully.... BYE!!!