Angel//IT 2017 fan fiction

//chapter thirty//

     "We're just two lost souls living in a fish bowl, running over the same old ground and have we found the same old fears, I wish you were here."
               
Y/n's p.o.v

It's now the next day and I have knots in my stomach. Today is the day I die. Today is the day Henry and I jump. We are going to jump the bridge. I just have too think of all the things I've been called. 'Stupid' 'worthless' 'a nothing' 'ugly' 'no good' 'embarrassment' 'freak' 'try hard' 'weird'. I also have too think..my mom killed herself..my heart has been played..too many fights..too many tragedies too many hurtful lies. I then shut my eyes very tight "It's over." I say as tears streaming down my face. I put on ripped jeans and a black shirt and my plaid jacket around my waist and converse. No one can live through this jump. It's so high that the air knocks your breath out as you fall and you hit the water so hard you heart stops.

I walk outside and there he is waiting for me. "Angel..I love you no matter where we end up after this but I sure know were not waking up on a bed of roses." He says meaning were going to hell for this. "I know..I'm scared but it's okay." I say grabbing his hand.

We walk down the street too the bridge. "Y/n I just wanna say, you were my first and last love. You were my heat and my forever. You were my world and I love you so so much and I don't want you too hurt anymore so I'm gonna let this happen angel. No matter where we are after this I will ALWAYS love you." He said as a tear rolled down his right eye. "I will always love you too and I will always think of you the same as I died with." I said hugging him tightly.

"This is it angel." He said as we walk onto the ledge. He picks me up and holds me bridal style. "On the count of three." I say. Me: 1.. Him: 2.. Us: 3.. "I love you angel." Was his last words.