It's been a week since I've met the boys. A week since they've stayed at my flat and a week since I've gotten to know the 5 boys that I adore oh so much now.. They're all like my bestfriends now, and I knew that this tour would be so much fun!
But there was one of them that I might have a small, or rather large crush on. He just made me feel like a complete mush! He was sweet, and to be perfectly honest, I had no idea why I really liked him. Just the way he made me feel comfortable around him was true perfection. I always wonder if he felt the same about me, but I was always too scared to find out. There's always a chance that he wont, so I'll wait until time is right to actually ask him.
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"Are you ready yet" I could here slightly agitated Liam yell at me from the bottom of the stairs. Liam and I were going to hang out today. We were going to talk about a few things and I was gonna help him pick out a gift for his girlfriend. Hopefully I could get my mind off HIM.
I slipped my pink ugg boot on and shot down the glass stairs, almost slipping and falling face first.
"You okay there" Liam said, laughing at the fact that I had almost busted my butt.
"Yes I'm fine! Let's go" I replied, pulling him outside of the house.
We met up with our driver, and we were off to the shopping center.
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After what seemed like 2 minutes, but was HOURS of shopping, Liam and I finally sat down to get some food in our bodies.
"So, what's up with you and your girlfriend" I asked Liam as I shoved a fork full of salad into my mouth.
"Nothing really, same old relationship what's up with you and one of my band mates" he said, winking
"Who?" I could feel my cheeks turn a bright pink color, was it that obvious?
"You know who I'm talking about Mary!" he basically yelled, not angrily though
"What do you wanna know Liam"
"Do you like him?"
"Erm.. Kind of" I said sheepishly. I was afraid that he'd tell HIM how I really felt.
"Why don't you tell him"
"Because Liam! How do I know if he likes me back?! I don't want to put myself out there if he's not gonna make an effort to at least tell me that he likes me, or that he doesn't. I don't wanna seem like a complete loser just pouring my heart out to a guy who doesn't take a bit on interest in me! I don't want to get HURT. I've known him for 9 days and I feel like I've known him forever" I managed to spit out.
He scooted near me and rubbed my arm slightly, "Aw babe, he'll take a keen interest to you. Trust me. He always talks about you, and how amazing you are. He's afraid you don't like him in that way. But we all know you do, he just doesn't see it"
"Are you sure Liam, there's always gonna be rumours about us"
"Positive babe, I know him. And I know you. You guys can get through whatever obstacle comes your way" he said in the most soothing tone
I nodded as we threw away our empty food bags and headed towards the last store we were planned to go to.
We entered the store and I headed towards the dress section, I needed new dresses. I managed to pack only 6 dresses out of the 50 or more I had. I tried on a whole bunch of dresses, and I narrowed it to about 10 I liked. Liam wouldn't let me pay for them because it seemed "non man like to let the lady pay while shopping". And after 10 minutes of arguing with him over letting me pay, I finally gave in and allowed him to.
We headed home, and I knew when I got there, I knew what had to be done.
Authors Note
the next chapter is SUPER long. I have it written, I just have to edit it x
