When All Is Lost

When It All Came Tumbiling Down

Louis p.o.v.

The series of events that led to Harry leaving confuses me. I mean, we were in a relationship, shouldn't he trust me? did he trust me? Why did she have to get involved in everything? Was she jealous? Was she someone left behind from one of our pasts? These questions play through my mind a lot these days.

Before Harry walked out of the flat, our flat, he turned his head and barely audibly said "I never imagined walking out, especially without you". What did this mean? Why did he have to confuse me so much. I could never hate haz but the fact that he left without even telling me why or even giving me the slightest clue of where he was going so that I knew he was okay really made me angry.

I was about to lay down in my bed when I received a text

Liam:

Aye me and the buds hvnt seen u in a while. Wanna meet up soon? We should really all tlk xx

I know it's wrong to ignore this text but hey, he knew I was ignoring him. So why not just continue doing so? It's not like he actually cared. It's not like he's sent me 27 texts in the past 4 days, showed up at the flat 11 times, or even called 16 times. No. Never. And it's not like I'm counting the times I have to check my phone when it goes off or check out side to see if Harry has possibly returned. Not me. All of the boys seem rather concerned but I can't bring myself to care. It's Harry I want to talk to, it's Harry I want to spend all day with, it's Harry who I want to spend my life with.

Life just needs to not right now. I want to sleep until Harry comes back. I haven't really eaten since he left so it wouldn't really make a difference wether I was awake or asleep. Only difference is that I wouldn't have to put up with my twitter blowing up with mentions of me saying "why is Harry with this girl" or "why didn't you shower today". Okay maybe that was from my mom and not on twitter but I still don't want to deal with it.

~.~

AN

So yeah I suck at writing.

I have an idea for this and I'm just trying to make it work, slowly but surely. I have 2 reads! That's 3 more then I honesty expected I would get.