broken friendship (unedited )..

dorji's point of view. ...

I can't believe that our valuable friendship was lost.i was so sad that sonam was no longer by my side.i know that sonam was happy while I am not.for me,broken friendship hurt more than broken love.

The moment I spend with my true friend sonam was marvelous .I can no longer live without his presence in my life.i see him enjoying with his new friends.i too got so many new friends☺but they mean nothing to me.
He was my desk partner at class.sonce our fries hip was lost, he change his seat .I was left alone.he even change his section
For him,I was nothing.it hurts me a lot.everyone ask about our friendship but I was not in position to give them positive reply.my world was dark and I landed not knowing how to handle the current situation.
I lost my appetite as well as I lost my interest in study.i didn't study at all.there was no one to help me in studies .I wish if sonam was still with me,.he might have helped me.i appeared my exam blindly and I just prayed, for sonam to do his exams well.i wrote a wishing card and bought a pen for him.but it was left in my pocket only.

During vacations, I tried to talk through social media. Unfortunately to my surprise, he had blocked me from every social media from which we can talk on.i was broken into pieces, all my trust and hope was vanished. I cried for too long and next day I was seriously ill.i was admitted to hospital too.my parents were too worried .I am glad that when I saw sonam's parents near me. I eagerly gaze each and every corner but there was no sight of sonam.i couldn't ask about sonam.

Sonam's mom and dad had come to meet me . they bought me a delicious food to eat. I wish if sonam's had come too . but he didn't. I know for him I was just a bulls hit and nothing more. Our parents were friend since there childhood. But why we can't. Despite my illness, I thought of sonam. My thoughts kill me a lot.

I fully recovered after one week
I was discharge. I remember the past where sonam used to visit my place.he make my day wonderful. Without him,there was no one to entertain or give me company. My parents were always busy with their business job.i buzzed myself watching movies but there was no joy as I get when I am with Sonam.

11th December was our results day.i was failed but then I was excited to know that sonam top his class . everyone congratulated her except me.he received a prize, certificate from DELL. As he walked down, he smiled towards me.what this smile means???😊😊may be he was insulting me as I was failed . anyway I was happy that I could get his smile.he was promoted to class ten while I am detained at class 9 only. I decided to repeat next year.☺☺☺