I don't wanna mess up anything
But this chapter is a throwback to the 05:
So i'm going to explain what really happened that night
Anyway i made a decision to only post
Monday - wednesday and saturday
----flashback-----
Walking down the rainy road with black heels is difficult
It felt like walking on grissy smashed potatoes , unsteady and issy
I fell for the forth time before i decided to walk bare foot
I had enough
I walked to the closest grace and sat down taking them off
"This is stupid , stupid , fucking stupid" i spat
Feeling tears drop
i burried my head in the crock between my legs sobbing quietly
"God why , why me? Why do i ha-ve to go through bad thinks to get to the good things" i inhaled throughout my sobs
"I ... I know in fact he well find me and i feel that the consequences will be difficult " i added
"Wh-"
"M'am are you okay?" A soft feminine voice cut me out
Not looking at the source i tried to dry my tears with the tip of my fingers
"I' m" inhaled "fine"
"Let me help you " she politely helped me up but i immediately walked away
"What's wrong" she asks
"I can't stop , i need to go to the closest police station , please help me out" i cried
"C'mon let me drive you there" she gestured pulling me to her car
Driving pass black tress she finally got to a stop
"I can't drive you all the way to the entrance" she inhaled slowly
"Can y-"
"Thank you "
I hopped down runing my way to the station . Not stoping even when my legs were nob and weak
I carried on until i was faced to a strong build officer
"M'am you can-"
I cut him off by hugging him tightly
"God thank you , thank you"
"M'am look at me ?" He demanded
Pushing a stand of hair away from my face
he gasped
"Mark she's here, contact her parents" he yell
"Come inside " he walked me to one of the investigators room
"Coffe , chocolate milk ?" He asked
I nodded
"A blanket ? Yes , a blacket please" he looked to his other teemate as he rolled one over
It was green and furry pure soft
"We are going to ask you some questions, but if you don't want too we can stop " he asked
"It's okay , i don't remember anything anyway " i lied
I remember almost everything
His eyes , his blomb pink lips , his beautiful smile , his soft hair
I miss his raspy voice , i miss the way he made me feel loved and how he spoiled me making me feel like a princess
He wanted me to love him and that's what happened
I fell in love with him
