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Mikey and the train

Who's Mike to me. He was my true first love. That is, well let me think about it if I'm only 18 so that was 5 years ago when I was around 13 going on 14. We were neighbours. As soon as I heard that my grandma was going to die of diabetes. I bald my eyes out and the only person to help was mike . I called him Mikey because we once went to a farm for my birthday because I always wanted to see what it was like there was a goat 🐐 called Mikey so ever since then I started calling him that. But any who, your probably thinking why wasn't Katie there she would love to be there for me but she was in the hospital getting her check ups and if she missed it she wouldn't be able to go out of the house at all. So anyway, when I found out about my grandma they said she might have to be in the hospital for a couple weeks Wich could turn into months most probably. So, as soon as I heard that I couldnt take that pressure seeing my only parent my 'grandma' in a hospital for that long. I told Mikey that I am going to run away and weather you come with me or not I am leaving. Guess what he said "yes" I'll go with you where ever you go. I will never leave your side. So the stupid me I am wanted to ran away to Niagara with him. We went on a bus to the nearest train station. We bought a ticket and waited for the next one to come. It was 3:00 pm and we had to wait too 8:00 so 5 'hours'. The traim was there and we got on to the train and Mikey said he was going to the washroom when actually he was looking for someone to light up his cigarette. At that time I got really mad at him then he said sorry and threw it out and the rest of his pack. When the bus finally stopped we were about to get off. Then as soon as I turn my head towards the door and back towards Mikey , gives me a kiss 😘 and a hug and tells me he loves. This was the first time we ever said we loved each other. I was kinda nervous to say it. So I said thank you. But I really did love him so much no one could ever love him more than me. Then I got off of the bus and I herd him say something and then when I looked back he was gone. So, I went in side to look for him he was not there then the bus started to take off. I jumped off. We were taken from each other for forever. It's was like a peace of my heart 💓 ripped in half he took half of it and I kept the other. That half could never be filled up again. I don't understand why he wanted leave me he even said it him self that he loved me. I think it's because of what I said.