I am conflicted.
I am feeling so many feelings,
My mind is absolutely reeling,
And I'm not sure how to cope with it
I need a black and white feeling,
A notion,
A sign,
Something to push me to the edge.
Every time he sees me,
I smile,
But he's not supposed to make my heart run wild.
I'm not sure if I feel
Fear,
Confusion,
Or loneliness,
But whatever it is,
I'm not sure if I want more,
Or less.
YOU ARE READING
Ticking.
PoetryA collection of poetry written by Julia K Rouse about falling for someone and cheating on your long term lover because of a hunger for something more.
